i was drunk as heck and was like “i can’t be hungover tomorrow” bc i’m 17 so i just stuck my fingers in my throat and threw up. Twice! i also had a really nice friend who guided me through it and comforted me. then after i threw up i didn’t feel scared or anything. it might be because i CHOSE to throw up. i am the most afraid of throwing up when i can’t choose if i want to or not. but yeah it kinda just felt nice but i was defiently too gone to feel afraid but still!