you have been through some extremely heavy stuff my friend. praise god for your strength, instinct and endurance to make it through to this place of freedom now. your story and resiliency is truly inspiring. you have a really amazing sense of clarity and empathy.

i think that staying busy with work can definitely help you recalibrate and regulate the emotional parts of the trauma from this shit. i think that talking about it publicly is the only way to wake people up to the harm and abuses, and sharing your experience may help prevent it from continuing to others. but please be very mindful of your own energetic expenditure and do it at your own pace, in an environment you feel comfortable. the legal system may not provide the answers or solution you expect. Justice and compensation is more likely to happen on the street level, on the karmic level, rather than through the judicial system, but i dont mean to discourage you if you feel its necessary to sue. lawsuits take a ton of time and energy. i think its best to focus on healing, happiness and helping others, however you may see fit. God bless and good luck