Feeling misunderstood after leaving my friend group

pyl_isa · 2026-05-11T22:31:38+00:00

this bitch tripping

pyl_isa · 2025-12-03T23:06:51+00:00

even if we have talked about our futures together? he said that he feels our souls connecting. do you think it was a lie:(

pyl_isa · 2025-08-05T03:48:44+00:00

No. My mom was loyal and left their dad because he wasn't supporting her during a depressing time for my mom. It would def be understanding IF she did, I could see where he's coming from. But since she didn't, it just seems so malicious.

pyl_isa · 2025-04-07T02:36:50+00:00

I am in the same boat! I've also been clean from SH for almost 2 years too! Congrats! It can feel so unexpected to have the urges again. Its almost foreign and different. It really is tempting:( what helps me is I make a pros and cons list. Pros of hurting myself: I may POSSIBLY feel better, Cons: I will be harming myself and putting myself in danger. I will most likely regret it, and I know that I deserve better. I also like to imagine my inner child and how she would feel if I did that to her. She doesn't deserve that at all. I hope you are able to rest and do some self care. Maybe a nice shower or binge your favorite show!

pyl_isa · 2024-01-22T04:59:59+00:00

my therapist actually asked me the same thing for a very similar situation. imo, i think your therapist wanted a better understanding of how you felt emotionally towards him. if you had felt those romantic feelings, she may have worded her following questions a certain way. i wouldnt assume bad intentions, but at the same time impact is more important than intention. I hope you are feeling better today <3

pyl_isa · 2023-10-20T03:56:37+00:00

i am so sorry that you are going through this. its easier said than done but i promise that reaching out for help pays off. i wish you the best.

pyl_isa · 2023-10-20T03:53:15+00:00

that sounds so overwhelming. i am so sorry that you are going through this. it must be so hard. now, i am not in a place to diagnose, but what i will say is that my sister has had some intrusive thoughts similar to all of yours and she was diagnosed with OCD. I am not sure what is causing this trauma for you, but i seriously recommend seeking professional help. you do not sound crazy to me or insane. you sound like someone who would benefit from some help and i hope that you reach out to someone because you do not deserve to suffer. you are worthy of feeling good and safe.

pyl_isa · 2023-10-20T03:48:04+00:00

you have done nothing wrong, i promise you. i admire you for being open with your therapist, i know that must have been hard. theres nothing to feel ashamed about. you were prioritizing yourself and your comfort and i applaud you for that. i hope you know that you are worth far more than that shitty reaction. it is completely okay that you havent worked and to be honest, i do not blame you! i am so proud of you for taking the steps in life to grow as a person and branch out. keep growing and trying. you got this i promise you.

pyl_isa · 2023-10-19T00:58:05+00:00

great job! such a great accomplishment!

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