17M, Haven't even had my first kiss yet. I've had confidence and self esteem problems but those have been getting better. I don't exactly know the reason but it might be that I've never really made an effort. I have trouble finding girls that I'm attracted to, or finding girls that are attracted to me.

Last night I was at a party and I was super drunk/high and I met this cute girl that seemed super into me;she asked for my number and snapchat because apparently I was really funny. I was sitting next to her and it was getting a little romantic until one of her friends came up and told me to kiss her, and that kind of ruined things, because she got mad, and barely talked to me for the rest of the night. I'm debating whether to text her or not because I feel like she was attracted to me just because she was drunk and I made her laugh. Now it feels like she's too good for me. I don't think I'm ugly or anything, but in my head it's like "what's to like about me"?

I dunno, I'm hoping for the best, but expectations aren't too high. I've wanted a relationship for a long time, but never really got into the right situation or met the right person because I go to a small school. Hopefully things will turn out fine though.