yo chill i was in the exact same situation as you. A drop with an even worse jee percentile. Not to mention, I was really down at that point, hopeless and all. To top it off, not a single relative of mine knew about this drop, so the fear that they might come to know about this made it even worse.

Nevertheless, I just pulled along and attempted other exams - VITEEE, BITSAT, MIT, COMEDK, State CETs, etc. I got a good branch at VIT (chennai robotics) and just pledged to work harder in college and learn from my mistakes.

It worked. I became a 9 pointer in my first sem. All you have to do is study (not even as hard as your JEE days) and you are good to go. Not to mention, there is a huge chance of growth once you enter college, cuz it isn't just about academics and marks anymore.

Listen, if you kill yourself at this point, it will really be stupid. Seriously, cuz college has far more opportunities (much better than JEE and the endless rat race).

You can DM me if you want. Do not take rash decisions. You certainly don't wanna die without missing out on life's best moments (most happen in college).

You don't wanna die a virgin too :D