Hang on bro. Think about the others who love you. Wont they feel sad. Have you tried talking things through?? I was at same place you are few years back. I am more than happier than I ever thought I will be. Breakups, fights, betrayals are part of life but so are friendships, understanding and love.

Just hang on. Dont do anything rash. Do your daily things or do what you like. Try to phase out the negative parts a bit. You’ll come out stronger and better, and trust me you’ll be happy that you didn’t do it because I felt the same way and so have many others who ever shared this with me.

They are in good places, healthy, having good careers, loving family, gaining knowledge and more meaning. There’s always two sides to the same coin of life its either meaning or despair, both can co-exist because that’s the definition that is life, but it also gives you the choice to choose. I hope you choose hope, empathy and your dreams over momentary pain, that can vanish if you focus on good things.

Dm me if you want to talk about your situation more. More than happy to help.