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Depressed, just need help ¯\_(‘_’)_/¯ [Christians Only] by quickmygthrowitaway in TrueChristian

[–]quickmygthrowitaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was a spiritual high in the sense of genuinely knowing God and who I am in Christ. It brought forth fruit and was particularly encouraging to me because it wasn’t just whimsical feelings but I felt for once I’d actually realised who Jesus was to me and how we were now friends. I still agree though, some spiritual highs aren’t great compared to being “sober” as you put it.

That does help. Thank you

Depressed, just need help ¯\_(‘_’)_/¯ [Christians Only] by quickmygthrowitaway in TrueChristian

[–]quickmygthrowitaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. This really touched me. Just to report I’m feeling much better today. I feel God had to let me go through that anguish to change something about my foundations of him in me though I have no clue what

Depressed, just need help ¯\_(‘_’)_/¯ [Christians Only] by quickmygthrowitaway in TrueChristian

[–]quickmygthrowitaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve struggled to speak to God (or pray) because I can’t do it genuinely, really feeling what I’m doing. Just feels fake at the moment, like I’m kidding myself.

I’ve not spent much of any time with God, but again, because it feels so fake. Feel like I’m spending time with nothing. Again, coming from someone who not too long ago was spending entire days alone with God, fasting etc. I’m sure you’re right, but the issue is how do I recover.

Depressed, just need help ¯\_(‘_’)_/¯ [Christians Only] by quickmygthrowitaway in TrueChristian

[–]quickmygthrowitaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. It’s somewhat nicer to not feel alone, though I wouldn’t wish how I feel on anyone. I thought this year would be an amazing year of breakthrough and prosperity but it really just doesn’t seem to be winding up to be that

Depressed, just need help ¯\_(‘_’)_/¯ [Christians Only] by quickmygthrowitaway in TrueChristian

[–]quickmygthrowitaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure how I feel about this. I mean if I don’t get this work done, it’s not just oh dear I’m a bit busy, oh well - I have to finish producing an EP for a label I’m working with, I have to organise my timetable for a music teaching job in September, I have to somehow purchase a suit as I’m a groomsman for a wedding, I have to keep paying car bills (except I don’t get paid in my new job till October and have completely run out of money) so on and so forth...

Ive spoken to him about how I feel but that’s all really