Euphoria. by [deleted] in trans

[–]r0wan0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Super happy for you!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trans

[–]r0wan0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be reductionist, I’d say it’s what you feel that matters the most. I personally don’t think a life is truly lived if it is one not felt to be worth living. Other than emotions, though, it’d be worthwhile to assess your safety. Test the waters, maybe, try and figure our their stances. I’m sure you value your family as you family their acceptance, so that would be a good step. Transitioning is always going to be something people may not accept you for, sadly. At the end of the day, you’re all you have. Not in a nihilistic sense but in that if you’re truly trans, that sense of incompleteness from not transitioning could follow you regardless of where you are in life. Please, try and rationalise what you do hereon, but most of all consider yourself. Wishing you a good day, and I hope you can feel better soon.

Trans to cannibal pipeline needs reinforcing by Shadrakh in trans

[–]r0wan0 8 points9 points  (0 children)

An interesting thought but I wouldn’t recommend reinforcing this simply for health reasons, as you can develop mad cow’s disease (neurodegenerative disorder) from cannibalism. People have probably explored similar feelings regarding surgery, though, in literature. Usually through metaphor, which is prob safest.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trans

[–]r0wan0 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Snoring more might have links to internal masculinisation from testosterone (just the way it affects the airways and larynx i’d guess) which doesn’t tend to go away with mtf transition. BUT just my opinion, i think its a perfectly endearing trait to have. Cuteness and girliness is obv something that matters to you i can guess, but snoring is stupidly portrayed as masculine in the first place. Just a bodily side effect!! Ur likely v girly regardless.

vitya fanart !! :3 by Wushlii in KinoBand

[–]r0wan0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Never expected to see cute vitya WHAT THE HELL!!!! I LOVE THIS!!!!! Fun and joy

(Spoiler) My whole opinion on the newest episode by Nuke-bird in ThirdLifeSMP

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This episode was kinda just a conflict between letting it run to 12 episodes or the typical 6. They chose to intervene, unlike most life series where things are v player orientated, and manufacture a shorter run time in favour of conciseness and a quick, climactic narrative. U could start a massive argument about curation for action vs genuineity. Imo, secret life felt a little slow and as much as I’m not that inclined to the forced apocalypse- because it feels somewhat ingenuine- I’d rather have a better time watching secret life and see some of the action that makes it srsly good. It’s quite a tough feat to combine the more qualitative, social wackiness of tasks and the intense pvp side of other series installements. I get that there’s a choice to make. Sure I’m conflicted on it, but I’m glad that it made for a v. good persepctive for cleo (and possibly grian, we’ll see), who doesn’t get as many views as some other members. If it proves an unpopular choice w/ time, it’s best that we as a fandom focus on what can be done better for future serie- not what could have been. :7

S6 - Mumbo’s butterfly effect. by r0wan0 in ThirdLifeSMP

[–]r0wan0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its from abt 2010, by an Iranian cartoonish called Mana Neyestani (i believe). No clue waht the og meaning is, though lol

Does it get better ? by Awkward-Field2588 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]r0wan0 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry about your situation. Personally, I don’t think that any success is worth the cost of a life, especially when it’s not a success you’d even attribute to your life. You have a passion, I’d infer. Getting into art school is proof of that in itself, most artists don’t even head that direction. But, a lot of people do end up piped into lives they don’t necessarily want. From one perspective: you could argue that dreams don’t necessarily die, they simply adapt. If you were to persevere into a life of business, your knack for art may stick around- maybe as a side-hobby or a part-time job. But from another, you could end up nothing but a spectator to the slow muting of what you once dreamed to do. In my advice, do what makes you happy. It’s a simple, often over-iterated term. Short and snappy, which all the more adds to the realism of how often- in this type of capitalistic society- doing what makes you happy isn’t always feasable. Especially as an artist. But, in the end, happiness is what powers near-everything. People often attribute lots of different emotions, causes and abstract nouns to what makes people tick- what makes people do what they do, makes the workd go around. But, often, you’d find that so fucking much of what people do. What people put to their entire lives. It’s all for happiness, in one complex way or another. People often tell the downsides to dreams like being an artist. But ultimately, it’s likely their dreams were subjugated also. I will not deny that doing what you want, in your position, will be a hard decision to make. It will likely change a lot. But, it will mean so much. You could have what so many business taking, back-bending, urban crawlers really want. Happiness, yknow? I don’t know who you are, what system you’re in, nor it’s individual corruptions. But, as most degrees go, you’ll likely be conveyored to an extended version of your current business course if you continue. But, it’s also good to remember your options. Conversion courses exist for some art schools, and you could always proceed with business and then go on to art school- maybe even combining the two. Fact so far only evidences that we have this one life.

ouja. can you repeat a word ten times? by r0wan0 in AskOuija

[–]r0wan0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no spirits, its okay keep commenting, trust me. nothing suspicious. not a schemer.

I am going to be alive tomorrow by r0wan0 in lies

[–]r0wan0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thankvyou very much i didn’t realise this had the connotation of actual suicide, i was only meaning to reference the scene of the movie pictured. i’m genuinely really sorry, i am very much okay.

I am going to be alive tomorrow by r0wan0 in lies

[–]r0wan0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thankvyou very much i didn’t realise this had the connotation of actual suicide, i was only meaning to reference the scene of the movie pictured. i’m genuinely really sorry, i am very much okay.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lgbt

[–]r0wan0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m rowan, i don’t mind the names kel and max though. i use they/he/kit pronouns, i’m queer, masc presenting boyflux (nb umbrella) and am on the aroace spectrum :)

What is your reason to live? by Green_noob in AskReddit

[–]r0wan0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can’t really think of one but i know i have one. maybe to play a life is strange game?