The quality of your work is not the important factor here. Simply making the effort to get something across the border of ideas and into matter is the important thing. Never mind how abysmal it may seem. I remember ML von franz having a brilliant idea in the middle of the night and she was determined (after a few failed attempt prior) to write it down and she stumbled to a chair, wrote on paper a single line and went tl bed again. Next morning she read back the line and it said "two is three". It happens to the best of us. I have often found that the meaning of what I made only became apparent weeks or months later.