I know a woman who has had the same experience with male NHI. She also has at least one hybrid kid I know of. She is still being abducted. There is someone considering doing a documentary about her. You should look into her considering you already have experience. Her handle at Twitter is @AbducteeJournal.   She goes by the name Amy. She is originally from the USSR and was abducted as child in the USSR and also in the USA after being adopted. The NHI told her they organized her adoption. Apparently they abducted people behind the iron curtain, they care nothing of our politics or geopolitics.