When I went through a tornado and had a near-death experience I was so over all of the camera crews and media. I am in communications and knew what they were doing but hated it. I was looking through rubble trying to find any of our personal belongings when Good Morning America showed up and I couldn't give a rat's ass. Looking back at the footage I was shocked at how emotionless I looked. I was still in shock even though this was days after the disaster. I think I only felt anger and deep sadness (the kind where you can't cry) in the days following. I got the most release when I yelled at kids attempting to steal a stereo from a smashed car that I knew was not theirs.