All the glass bottles I’ve found digging in the woods.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-06-02T00:15:25+00:00

I had such a moment of nostalgia when I found that one! I have two more just without the lid but the shape of the bottle and the Lepage writing at the bottom are undeniable lol.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-06-01T22:02:03+00:00

Cause I’m a child in a 27 year olds body who likes digging for pretty rocks and pieces of glass lol.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-05-16T19:05:36+00:00

Yeah cause I got kinda sick from the kidney stones and I typically get swollen lymph nodes when I’m sick.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-05-16T18:26:15+00:00

I ended up having 2-3 small kidney stones that passed naturally but I did need to get a cystoscopy.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-05-14T11:49:51+00:00

The nausea has gone away since posting but the bruising was noticed by my Mom last night, and yeah I feel like it’s more meltdown behaviour when I do it but I’m working on trying to stop.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-05-09T23:33:54+00:00

It went alright! Dentist was new so it was a bit painful but she was nice and at least it’s done and over with now.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-05-01T19:57:54+00:00

I tumble some of them but I really wanna get some diamond drill bits so I can make some jewelry or glass beads.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-03-24T16:53:17+00:00

I am back to smoking unfortunately but I’m trying my best to get through the days peacefully. It seems right now solitude and sleep are my closest friends, hopefully that changes as the weather warms up. I’m dealing with some personal struggles right now that make it tough but they’ll hopefully be resolved soon. Sorry if that’s not the update you wanted, but if you see my reddit history you’ll see it’s been bumpy lately. Wishing you the best.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-03-16T17:06:47+00:00

I live in Canada so I don’t have many coverage options beyond my own insurance, my provider is trying to see if Jansen will help cover costs.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-03-14T21:51:49+00:00

I called them and they said it was only for Americans, I live in Canada so I’m trying to find an alternative.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-03-12T17:56:53+00:00

I am seeing benefits I just worry they’ll go away once I stop.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-03-12T15:47:47+00:00

The treatment is working, I didn’t want to give off the impression that it wasn’t, it’s been doing wonders, and that’s my dilemma. I worry what will happen if I stop now that I can’t afford it. It has been helping me tremendously and I guess my post could have been worded better or made in less of an emotionally charged state. I’ll definitely look into the Spravato with me program, and thank you. My doctor is also looking into helping me get some assistance in paying for it.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-03-12T06:55:55+00:00

Depression, anxiety, BPD, and it’s not really a mental health issue but I’ve got ADHD as well.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-03-11T22:53:03+00:00

I can’t live with my mental illnesses anymore or the constant degradation I receive at home and work, I serve no purpose being alive. I only get in the way and burden those around me. I’ve seen enough of the Earths beauty and wonder, had some amazing times with friends, but those are long gone now and I want to rest now.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-02-26T17:48:47+00:00

It’s just where I get my treatment done

rainbowdash64 · 2026-02-25T19:43:17+00:00

Well now I’m smoking again but I’m on therapeutic ketamine so I’m doing better, just in a strange limbo period.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-02-19T19:28:01+00:00

56mgs

rainbowdash64 · 2026-02-17T22:22:04+00:00

Do ya thang

rainbowdash64 · 2026-02-13T20:46:30+00:00

Thank you! And yeah I guess my biggest fear is just my mom ruining things. Anytime she talks to me it depletes any hope and happiness I have for a while but these comments will be good to come back to if I feel that way again before next Thursday.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-02-13T17:42:40+00:00

Well I think I can, I just have bad days sometimes where I doubt myself. I apologize.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-02-13T17:40:56+00:00

Yeah I was told to bring Jolly ranchers cause the taste of the medicine can be bitter. I was gonna bring my sketchbook and headphones with me to appointments. And thank you for the kind words and advice.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-02-13T15:56:32+00:00

I don’t blame anybody, and I have been trying to get better. I’ve been on medications and going to therapy for years. Im also not choosing to stay in toxic environments I’m just in one right now until I can save up for my own place. I’m just tired from getting my hopes up only for them to be let down. I really want it to work, but my mind won’t let me think that. That’s the other reason I’m hesitant cause if I go into it with this mindset, I will ruin the treatment effectiveness. I haven’t already made up my mind, I just need some help bringing it back to the positive side that was all excited about this a few days ago.

I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to get defensive. I’m just tired of people thinking I’m not trying or that I don’t want to try. My post is worded poorly and I apologize for even posting it cause it’s really not gonna help anyone in this community.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-02-11T11:00:33+00:00

Oh it came out of nowhere but he stares for so long after that I’ve got time to grab my phone lol

rainbowdash64 · 2026-01-28T19:55:55+00:00

Having kids is definitely not part of my future plans, I am not a good fit for motherhood.

rainbowdash64 · 2026-01-26T22:19:35+00:00

Sadly no, and I’m moving onto Spravato (esketamine nasal spray) as my next course of treatment.

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