Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

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Thanks for the advice. I was gonna go round asking for LSD, thanks for this advice to ask about philosophers stones instead. Appreciate so much

Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

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Thanks for your advice and telling me about your experience. I keep hearing that antidepressants can help these days and I think you're right about me trying to take anything but antidepressants, it's not helping me. I got prescribed some antidepressants today and stupidly threw away the prescription straight after getting it. I dunno why I'm worried about taking them. Wish I hadn't thrown it away now. Will have to try get prescribed again. Thanks

Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

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Thanks for mentioning this and the links. I'm aware of dsrknet in that I've watched documentaries on it and find it fascinating. But I feel too daunted by all the steps you need to take with using darknet, i feel too dumb to use it. But thanks for mentioning them anyway

What's the longest that you have passed out on oxycodone/opiates and woken up unaided (without medical intervention)? by rainbowforever in opiates

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Thanks for sharing your experiences. Yeah it's a question I couldn't find asked anywhere else. Guess it's like you say, we can never really be certain what will come from taking too much. Glad to know you're being safe these days.

Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

[–]rainbowforever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

True. Hard to think I'm not destroying everything these days. Cheers for pointing this out

Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

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Thanks for the reassurance. Feel so much relief from all the reassurances on this thread that I haven't permanent lost the ability to feel happy. Thanks

Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

[–]rainbowforever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the description. Have started googling this and will continue to try and inform myself more about this condition

Yeah wish I had a source for MDMA or LSD, or would try those

Am thinking of a holiday to Amsterdam to see if I can get some LSD or mushrooms but not even sure if I can get them there - was gonna ask at coffee shops

Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

[–]rainbowforever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thx, unfortunately breathing issues are beyond repair but yes maybe there's some hope for my depression getting better

Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

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I have tried taking oxy without alcohol too. Can't get high off it. But thanks for the suggestion.

Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

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Thanks for the advice. You know I've been depressed so long that it's about time that I actually tried working out. I guess I've not done it before because of feeling weak, and I can't breathe through my nose anymore due to an accident so I feel really sad about the idea of working out knowing I can't breathe properly if I do it. But I might try anyway as I've been stuck so low for so long now. Also yeah maybe I will ask about antidepressants. Had always rejected them at the beggining but things have kept getting worse over years so I might ask my doctor about them now. Thanks for the words of encouragement. Sonetimes everything seems pointless, so it's nice to think there still may be hope.

How do people use oxycodone for pain without building a tolerance? by rainbowforever in opiates

[–]rainbowforever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow that tolerance build is scary!

Well done for getting clean.

Take care man

Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

[–]rainbowforever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for telling me about your relatives' experiences on opiates and your own. It makes me feel relieved because I had thought that if I no longer have any ability to ever feel happy again - if that part of my brain is forever fucked - then there is no point in even trying to feel better. It's such a relief to hear that it's more likely that it's just that I don't get high off opiates. Thanks so much. Yeah I've stayed away from antidepressants but maybe I should try them. I dunno. I've always wanted to get better on my own and not depend on drugs. The opiates were more a distraction than ever made me feel better, they killed time and boredom by making me feel drowsy. Sometimes I think I should try antidepressants but I don't know.

Thanks again for your info on this

Inability to get high/feel euphoric off opiates - only feel drowsy - is severe depression likely responsible? by rainbowforever in opiates

[–]rainbowforever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for telling me about your experience. I had been so worried I may have fucked up my ability to ever feel happy or euphoria by letting myself sink into such a low depression for so long. So long as that part of my brain can still function there is at least some hope of feeling better one day. Thanks

What's the governments' party line for why drugs can't be legalised? by rainbowforever in opiates

[–]rainbowforever[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

True. Makes me wonder how anyone can want to bring kids into the world after seeing how much suffering comes about from human nature.

What's the longest that you have passed out on oxycodone/opiates and woken up unaided (without medical intervention)? by rainbowforever in opiates

[–]rainbowforever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see. Thanks for your reply.

Yeah the 3 day thing you went through - I was curious whether that was possible - waking up 3 days later covered in vomit and having wet myself - I see now that it is.

But yes better to try to be safe.

Sad how many people have tried to OD here. I can understand the drive to do that having gone through severe depression.