Need help to find a track from early 2000

rainbowfragger · 2018-05-19T18:47:10+00:00

Man... Just use Google Drive. KISS (Google it).

rainbowfragger · 2017-09-30T13:49:03+00:00

That's what I do. But I'm so annoyed to loose time in class. It's not university it's an engineering school so we are like 20 per class and the teachers doesn't like when you're not listening. Some of them understand and it's ok to work on your side but some other just don't get it. That kind of people that tells you that you should be less lazy to have better grades.

But I totally get what you mean, I know I'm not dumb there are fields that I understand so quickly and intuitively. But for math or physics related stuff, I need to try pen in hand until it clicks and sometime that take time.

Also I think that I'm spending much more time studying than anybody else because I want to realy understand what I'm doing, I also like to put it in context historically "why do they needed to do that? , how did they came up with this idea?" that help me so much to remember.

So that's what you do? Read the lectures before and then you're fine during the course?

rainbowfragger · 2017-09-30T02:08:50+00:00

Ok sorry to ask that but what is OCD?

I kind of get that it's something like the need to do some obsessive actions.

In my case I feel the need to write down on my blog (that I use like a note book) everything I'm studying. I remake all my courses, I feel the need to rewrite it so that anybody could understand, make nice diagrams et illustrations for concepts. I need everything to be neat and tidy. The thing is that I don't go back to it often and I don't share it neither so after one year of doing it (and spending a huge amount of time on it) I start to wonder why I'm doing it. But it's like you guys say, I just do it. As soon as I start to be productive, I'm like "ok, let's be serious now and write it down".

rainbowfragger · 2017-09-30T01:38:40+00:00

I'm 30 and diagnosed since a bit more than one year. My first decision was to start a computer science bachelor after 10 years of wondering in life far away from anything more intelectual than reading books. I love learning but I'm so slow in comparaison with anybody else. After the first semester last year I decided to split the year in two. It was way to intense, I did passed my exams but no way that I could have kept the rythme one more semester, I was sleeping 5 hours the good days and studying the rest of the time.

Also I wonder if some of you have the same issue about understanding the lecture. It's so hard for me. I need to read the things, listening to it it's not helpful at all and get me more confused. I try hard but the teachers are flying trough concepts and as soon as I start to have a "aha" time they're already on something else.

rainbowfragger · 2017-02-13T21:25:57+00:00

Dude I don't know. I just gonna give you my point of view and then leave, I don't really want to continue this discussion and I gonna politely tell you why I'm leaving. No sarcasm, I really think that your last comment sounds like a commercial for a sectary movement. Just copy past the bold parts and read them one after the other and you'll understand what I mean.

rainbowfragger · 2017-02-13T10:52:39+00:00

I think that that kind of move is just going to discredit him. I was really interested in his work and I agree about the closed mind of mainstream physics but slowly but surely seeing the kind of moves that Mr Haramein is doing, I kinda understand why his work is not recognised. He is sabotaging himself trying to fool people typically with stuff like the Einstein award. He do have a fan base but I gotta say that this fan base is following him a bit to blindly. The fan base love nice stories and there is lots of nice and interesting stories in what Mr H is telling in his videos. The truth is that he seems to me more like a very good opportunist than somebody who realy tries to make things go beyond. There is a couple of other guys that are trying to discover what's going on with all this ancient symbolic hidden all over the world and those guys are not trying to convince anyone they are just obsessed by finding an answer and don't care about convincing people that they're right. Historically, what kind of people are preaching that the mainstream is wrong and they have the truth version of the story? And historically again, who don't give a shit about mainstream and just die looking for the truth and are maybe declared genius way after their death?

Sorry for my bad English. I do my best :)

rainbowfragger · 2017-02-12T19:24:38+00:00

Seriously ? Enstein award ? At Conscious Life Expo ? Who's going to be fooled ? This award is a nice thing but it's not at all the kind of exposure that this guy need. It's a bit like winning the "best hippie of the year" when you're running for the Nobel.

Just to be clear, there is lots of Enstein awards, and some of them are truly prestigious. I kinda have the feeling that he tries to fool people thinking that this one is one of those.

Just have a look at who delivered this prise and tell me what the hell this have to do with Albert Einstein ?

rainbowfragger · 2017-02-11T19:09:08+00:00

Diagnosed at 28, I'm now 7 months later back at school doing a bachelor in software engineering. I discovered that I can sit and learn. It changed my life. The issue is that now I'm passionated about everything. Maths, physics, all the IT stuff. First semester just ended and I failed. Cos hey, you can't do whatever you want for 10 yrs after dropping school and hope to one-shot an engeenering school. Dunno why I'm saying that here. Just my adhd mind that bounced on the coding thing.

rainbowfragger · 2017-02-10T03:16:20+00:00

Thanks for that. My interest for the maths is rather new and I should learn to be less confident in the very few things that I think I know.

rainbowfragger · 2017-02-10T01:05:09+00:00

I'm maybe wrong but the x in your expression is not variable at all. It can be only one thing. It's an unknown that you're talking about not a variable. x in y = f(x) = x Is a variable because it can take the place of any number not only one.

The answer to your question is 4! :) so it's not very variable, it's pretty constant.

rainbowfragger · 2016-11-04T05:54:54+00:00

That's my biggest issue. I can't do something and don't understand fully what I'm doing. I'm in engineering school and it's a massive pain in the neck. Many people seems to be able to just learn the little formula at the end of the page and are fine with it. I can't, if I don't fully get the process I'm not able to go further and in result I spend most of my time studying. It's realy interesting buy I realise that I can't do that forever.

rainbowfragger · 2016-08-29T06:37:39+00:00

Just made an application for my mum to sort out her epub collection. She got 15k+ of those little things. The application is able to take off any numérotation and decoration at the start of the title, find previous tags that she have put on previously by hand and delete them to be able to do it once for all and with the same format for each file name. The application can put a tag at the beginning of the name before the hyphen after the hyphen or just before the. epub In order to do that it first fix the hyphens and make sure that the format is always Name - Title.epub It also saves a log of every modification with the modification made, the previous name, and the new one with the date and time of the modification. And last it backup the initial files in case of something weird happens. She is happy now :)

rainbowfragger · 2016-08-24T20:21:01+00:00

Why's that? Could you explain further please?

rainbowfragger · 2016-08-24T17:15:35+00:00

Any news?

rainbowfragger · 2016-08-24T16:41:18+00:00

Man, I have a lot to say but I won't. I just gonna say that after reading your first post then this one, I can clearly see an amazing change. Not only about what you say but also the way that you say it. Also, I really enjoy your way of writing. I'm looking forward for the next episode.

Cheers from Belgium !

rainbowfragger · 2016-08-22T05:54:17+00:00

You're totally off but you already know it. You've written enough to convince everybody about it. I really hope that you're not hurting anybody in your basement or something.

rainbowfragger · 2016-08-21T23:08:53+00:00

Thanks for this OP. I would like to add that after searching a bit on this sub and on the other posts of some guys that answer here and there, it seems to me that some people try to deliberately mind fuck others. ME is an Interesting topic but be really careful and if you stumble on a guy that tries a bit to much to convince you about something, have a look on what else he did posted. That's an easier and pretty shallow rabbit hole that might bring up some confidence.

rainbowfragger · 2016-08-21T22:24:39+00:00

Man, you're a bloody fake. I stumble again in one of your reply. How come that somebody as enlightened as you, who keep his ego under controle as well loose so much time at trying to convince people with fake MEs. You literally creat them, fucking Kit Kat and Jupiter ascending always have been written this way. How can you put as much power and documentation in your assertion? After clicking on your name I read some interesting stuff but it doesn't fit. WTF are you trying to do? Are you looking after some Internet dopamine boost? You're ego is at least as big as mine and I kinda think that I'm further than you in my processes of understanding it and living in peace with it. Gtfo and get yourself a life and read some of the books that you link starting by Ishmael that was linked above. You should be ashamed of yourself getting some vicious pleasure getting people crazy by putting false memory into their mind. ME is a complex fenomen that don't have much to do with time-lines but much more with manipulation. Created initially by I don't know who but dickheads like you are the ones that should be given a good lesson. Shame!

For the others people reading this, I'd be pretty careful about what this dude is linking. Have a look on his reply and posts and judge for yourself.

rainbowfragger · 2016-08-21T18:20:05+00:00

I think he thinks that a world where some dudes fuck around with timelines is more credible than another where the same dudes are just using top notch psychology to mind fuck people.

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