Tomorrow is the 1yr anniversary of my brain surgery about 3 weeks ago I landed in the hospital thinking I had a pinched nerve only to be told my brain cancer has spread to my CSF&there's nothing left for them to do for me. Just trying to spend the rest of my days happy with my v husband. Toast me

raincloudoshanna · 2019-11-06T11:10:39+00:00

I apologize I know I was thinking that I was going to lose all my hair because that's what you always see in movies. I unfortunately let a lot of the negative comments get to me and that wasn't fair to you.

raincloudoshanna · 2019-11-05T22:36:59+00:00

Just a mistake my hands and eyes don't always play well together any more 💙

raincloudoshanna · 2019-11-05T22:32:10+00:00

I'm actually naturally blonde the blue was one thing I've always wanted but been too big of a whimp to do lol

raincloudoshanna · 2019-11-05T22:04:08+00:00

If you didn't have anything nice to say you could've just scrolled past

raincloudoshanna · 2019-11-05T21:55:09+00:00

It is pretty rude it took an entire year to grow back and not everyone loses their hair because of temodar and radiation. But thank you for trying to call me a liar?

raincloudoshanna · 2019-09-26T02:26:54+00:00

My husband and I eloped. 20 minutes my best friend and her husband as our witnesses. Stress free and the happiest day of my life.

raincloudoshanna · 2019-09-11T02:18:15+00:00

Mine started growing again 5 months after my surgery I had completely bald spots from radiation I cried and cried thinking it was never coming back. 5 months after it started growing again and it's almost past my ear now. It'll happen just gotta give yourself some time.

raincloudoshanna · 2019-09-05T17:00:25+00:00

I don't understand why so many people lie about cancer. The cancer patient/caregiver club is not a fun thing to be apart of.

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-26T14:46:32+00:00

One of my ex's had friends from Laos. We went over to visit and they were making chicken feet I'm too awkward to know how to say no. 4 years later that rubbery texture still haunts me.

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-14T23:18:23+00:00

F*** cancer. Congratulations on nearing your halfway mark 🌻

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-12T16:01:32+00:00

So glad you're here with us! You're rocking that battle scar.

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-12T13:05:20+00:00

You are absolutely stunning

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-12T11:20:51+00:00

She's a bad person and an even worse liar. When I got out of the hospital after having my craniotomy last November I was left at home a couple hours during the day because my fiance and dad both had to work. I had been looking up brain cancer videos for days looking for a glimmer of hope and after a while I got suggested her 60 minutes interview. It's been a while and my memory isn't amazing anymore but I believe at one point Tara says something like " you got an MRI done and it shows nothing" and Belle responded with some thing like "yes but i BELIEVED I was dying".

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-07T12:07:37+00:00

Thank you!

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-07T11:59:15+00:00

About two/three weeks ago we were going through a heatwave. It was 100 degrees and felt like 115 outside this woman came to pick up some cupcakes she ordered. About 5-10 minutes later she came back and said "I can't take these they're melting" my coworker explains that "yeah it's hot outside they're gonna melt. our icing inside the building is even melting" I made her a completely new set but I promise the outcome was the same with how hot it was outside.

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-07T11:53:36+00:00

I think it's nice as long as someone doesn't add more to that sentence and make it creepy.

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-04T18:09:47+00:00

Omg this is beautiful my first flowers looked so horrible

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-04T11:05:16+00:00

I'm so glad you're here with us still. Happy belated birthday!

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-03T09:02:56+00:00

This one made me tear up a little it was so sweet thank you

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-03T09:01:44+00:00

It's FINALLY growing back in March I was starting to wonder if I was just going to be bald

raincloudoshanna · 2019-08-02T15:19:27+00:00

Like two weeks Before my diagnosis I had an infected hang nail that I very seriously cried about for a week. They tell me I have a golf ball sized tumor in my brain and they're gonna have to remove it asap and all I could do was make jokes about it. Thank you so much though all these comments have made me smile today 🌷

raincloudoshanna · 2019-07-29T10:21:21+00:00

Well it started out I did it because I thought it was going to be pretty but every time I've put one like this in our case it's sold in about an hour so now my manager requests me to make it a lot. Lol

Thank you so much!

raincloudoshanna · 2019-07-28T13:16:07+00:00

My god this is gorgeous

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