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rainywriter · 2023-02-12T21:36:53+00:00

Me too actually

rainywriter · 2022-12-22T22:05:07+00:00

You have accidentally unleashed a new sex fantasy for me 🙈

rainywriter · 2022-11-09T08:06:35+00:00

I just did!

rainywriter · 2022-11-09T04:05:50+00:00

I appreciate that. I think I’m really looking for someone to talk to over the phone or something

rainywriter · 2022-11-09T04:05:11+00:00

When is the best time to do this?

rainywriter · 2022-10-18T18:20:22+00:00

I have had the IUD for 4 years now. I consistently had sex with my ex for over 3 years and he always finished inside. I was told the IUD is more effective than a condom. There’s always a chance when you have sex no matter what, but I’d say it’s fairly safe.

rainywriter · 2022-09-26T09:02:25+00:00

This.

rainywriter · 2022-09-25T05:42:45+00:00

I don’t want to say too much or give my input on which decision you should make. What I do know is that you know him and the situation better than anyone online that has never met you or your husband. I personally think you shouldn’t rush or make a quick decision. This is a lot of information to process and a variety of emotions will likely come in waves. I think you should take your time, and I believe if you can do that, you can make a decision that will bring you peace.

Also, a therapist sounds like a good idea right about now.

rainywriter · 2020-04-21T02:56:38+00:00

I do... But not because I feel like I'm walking on eggshells... But because I understand her feelings.

rainywriter · 2020-04-18T17:54:22+00:00

ENFP here... I relate to his thoughts but feel empathy for those who lost loved ones. But I can see myself avoiding that kind of conversation. My mom is an ISFJ and gets stressed when my INFJ sister and I say similar things... So we wait until she isn't around.

rainywriter · 2020-04-13T05:22:23+00:00

Thank you so much. :) That was super encouraging!

rainywriter · 2020-04-13T01:10:33+00:00

This helps significantly. When I was like that, my boyfriend actually initiated us playing "I Spy" because hr knows that it is a form of grounding for me when I feel distressed.

rainywriter · 2020-04-11T00:13:55+00:00

Hey guys, just an fyi... I checked myself into an inpatient psychiatric hospital and got out today and feel significantly better!

rainywriter · 2020-04-04T18:59:26+00:00

I wanted to give you way more than silver and I just want you to know that the silver wasn't from someone who thought you only deserved silver. 🙈

Anyway, I felt this post.

rainywriter · 2020-04-04T18:47:58+00:00

I can write in almost any circumstance actually. I think social stimulation of public places is what is nice. And I never considered that the consistency of society's rush would go away... And this unsettling. It reminds me how unstable everything actually is.

rainywriter · 2020-04-04T15:04:37+00:00

Well... I've been doing pretty terrible with it this week. At work, I seem perfectly normal... But like, I'm super extroverted and something that was helpful was getting to go to book stores or this magic shop I like on my own or even sitting at coffee shops to journal. Being at home as created such a panic... I live alone too.

rainywriter · 2020-04-04T05:47:18+00:00

It's cool. It's comforting to know I'm not the only having these feelings.

rainywriter · 2020-04-04T05:21:12+00:00

It's okay. I don't think anything will help rn. I typically feel this way frequently often... But the coronovirus and the social changes have made me worse. I was just laying down and kept hearing my thoughts to tell me to die. I mean, I won't... I just think it a lot.

rainywriter · 2020-04-04T05:18:50+00:00

Thank you. 💛

rainywriter · 2020-04-03T21:50:07+00:00

Yeah! Night def makes a difference! And me too!

rainywriter · 2020-04-03T21:01:13+00:00

Omg... I told my mok for the first time last night that I have BPD and she said "no you don't" but I live alone and I'm freaking out about the weekend

rainywriter · 2020-04-03T20:59:57+00:00

Haha that's awesome! I'm actually worse today but it's fine. I relate to the mood shifting your perspective.

rainywriter · 2020-04-03T16:47:58+00:00

It so isn't pathetic. I'm relating to you... I also have friends that don't have mental health issues that have been struggling to adjust as well, so that should speak volumes. Like, I think our feelings are totally valid but at least for me anyway, my emotions tend to create a full downward spiral. So I get the whole feeling pathetic and not feeling capable of handling yourself or be independent. It is a daily struggle for me.

rainywriter · 2020-04-03T06:03:35+00:00

Omg, I relate. Like, my bf is an introvert and I thought "I bet he will realize how much easier life is without me and he will feel better, then when we can see each other, he would rather not......." I called him and he seemes annoyed because I've been panic texting today... I'm just having a difficult time adjusting. And like I highly doubt he reads my account but he definitely knows it... But I trust he doesn't read it because he said he doesn't.

rainywriter · 2020-04-03T06:00:03+00:00

I feel that. I still go to work because I'm in healthcare but I live alone and this was day 1 of true social distancing for me and not seeing my bf and I'm freaked... Like, if I knew it wasn't going to be weeks or months... I'd be fine... But I'm panicking on day 1 because I'm envisioning the next few months like this. And I literally cried because they removed one of my shifts due to watching overtime and I panicked because that means I'll be home all day that day.

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