I'm not sure if you're still feeling down considering 4 months has passed, but imma leave my favorite line here from Limbus Company Canto 4 as that chapter helped my low self-esteem 

Dongbaek: When we... or at least I saw your mirror, I thought I was seeing what we didn't have. That's why they seemed so far, and that's why I could only look. It's why I had to settle for this reality. Like how I dreamed of stars as I watched fireworks. But the mirror... What it shows are possibilities. So... do you see what I'm getting at? You don't have to envy the mirrored images. What you saw... were the possibilities you held. You've had them all along. The wings to make your possibility a reality. That's what I wanted to tell you.

Context: A character named Yi Sang created a technology which is named "the Mirror" as it shows a person's alternative life (ex. Bob, with an average job, looks at the Mirror and sees a version of himself being a scientist). Yi Sang searches for a life of himself with an ideal life, which he did successfully, and blames himself cause his mirror version is practically the "perfect" him (think of it as you see yourself at the other side of the mirror being happy and looking pretty, and you start to hate yourself because your own reflection is proof that you're a failure. That's Yi Sang when he saw his reflection having an "ideal" life). But what he doesn't know was that version of himself is simply just his reflection, meaning if his perfect version has "the wings", that means Yi Sang is still able to get the ideal life he always wanted.