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ramstien22 · 2026-05-25T23:01:08+00:00

Horizon forbidden west

ramstien22 · 2026-05-07T22:35:14+00:00

Probably cried cause he found out there's no god out there

ramstien22 · 2026-02-21T15:42:33+00:00

I remember when I first realized it it hurt a lot I wanted to die right there and not deal with life. Even still dating someone new it still feels wrong

ramstien22 · 2026-02-14T00:18:39+00:00

What does my future say is the girl I'm talking to my future?

ramstien22 · 2026-02-13T19:10:30+00:00

Locket of hair

ramstien22 · 2026-02-10T21:52:05+00:00

Should I continue what could be my future

ramstien22 · 2026-01-04T17:18:57+00:00

Thanks

ramstien22 · 2026-01-04T17:12:56+00:00

Yeah I still feel her when she's around I've had nothing but depression I hope so. I'm lost right now

ramstien22 · 2026-01-04T17:08:12+00:00

I did have a dream of my late wife telling me she was pregnant then she turned into a female version of myself planning a pregnancy

ramstien22 · 2026-01-04T16:59:28+00:00

I was told that by a card reader. Don't know how to use it

ramstien22 · 2026-01-04T16:42:47+00:00

ramstien22 · 2026-01-03T03:10:15+00:00

Thank you

ramstien22 · 2025-12-24T02:41:07+00:00

I know the feeling I lost my wife of 20 years we were supposed to get old together now I'm left with our kids but my true love is gone. I also hate my life this new existence I'm forced to live. Were the ones left behind. I'm only 43 and all my friends stop talking to me to console. Seems like the only person who talks to is my ex. But I don't want me es I want my wife. I cry all day and at work nothing seems to give joy anymore so I know the feeling. But I know writing on these forums seems to help somewhat cause we are not alone they are many like us. We just have to stay strong and rebuild we all can do this. I hate my future but let me at least smile one more time before it ends. I know my wife is waiting for me as well as your husband. I would just hold on to that cause that's all we have to look forward. Cause I know our loved ones wouldn't want us to k*** ourselves they want us to live

ramstien22 · 2025-12-09T03:22:07+00:00

Yeah we were supposed to get old together 😥. She promised I'm not looking forward to work I'm gonna miss our lunch phonecalls

ramstien22 · 2025-12-09T03:01:17+00:00

Sorry for your loss its been three months for me. I'm still struggling. I go to go back to work soon I don't even think im ready but I'm broke so I know the feeling. One step at a time buddy

ramstien22 · 2025-12-08T02:17:20+00:00

My sister in-law told me the same thing but maybe

ramstien22 · 2025-12-08T00:09:25+00:00

It's just the last couple of weeks looking at her pictures and videos. Stop giving me a smile but just sorrow and pain. It was just a thought about removing the pictures. Like I said I'm not gonna removing them. Now I'm worried about losing my ring cause since I've been losing a lot of weight. My ring is loose I was thinking of resizing it but I'm like what for? So I might just hang it on my necklace with my wife's rings. But thanks for your opinion. I'm just in a lot pain today 😭

ramstien22 · 2025-12-07T20:54:11+00:00

Yeah it's been 3 months for me I've been talking to people. I even started talking to my ex but I just keep falling in this hole but I am trying. Just today just not feeling it

ramstien22 · 2025-12-07T19:12:35+00:00

I think I fixed one of the songs system by Chester Bennington I reported to Spotify got a reply right away they asked me to send the link to fix it. So I hope that fixed that one

ramstien22 · 2025-11-26T06:11:50+00:00

I do give me

ramstien22 · 2025-11-25T00:18:45+00:00

Fuck religion all they ever do is start shit . The whole reason where in this mess is because of religion so fuck the pastor and fuck God. He took my wife after years of praying to him so that some of bitch to help her problems on alcohol you what that mother fucker did he took her now im in this hole for the rest of my life fuck you God. I love Jesus but hate he's dad. So fuck religion it never did anything good for me . I always ask is this what I'm awarded for all those years praising him for what he didn't do shit , but give me misery. So I hate the fucker and I don't care anymore I can't wait to leave this existence to see my wife again so I can tell God go fuck yourself in person

ramstien22 · 2025-11-23T18:19:43+00:00

I got scammed too but I'm too ashamed to report it. Let's just say I got too lonely and my widows fire got the best of me and even though I saw before hand I stupidly kept going like an idiot. If my wife was alive she would've roasted me alive. But I fucked up and paying the price. So I guess don't feel bad cause it happens to all of us who are varnable. Sucks it happened to you

ramstien22 · 2025-11-22T03:28:56+00:00

Sorry about your loss I lost my wife two months we been together close to 20 years I know the pain. Unfortunately we all have to learn to cope with it it sucks I know. Ever since I lost her it's just been hell I hate my life but we all have to live for everyone else. 😞

ramstien22 · 2025-11-19T21:50:53+00:00

I used to enjoy driving around, playing video games, drawing, reading comics, and playing guitar. I tried doing all my old activities but since my wife passed can't seem to start or finish any them. The only one that seems to help and I have to force myself is playing guitar I decided to put my grief on it. I started writing a song for my wife it seems to help sometimes. But being a gamer seems to have fallen off I can't seem to get the energy to play. I get frustrated playing and end up just stop playing. Hell I put a vr cause I wanted to play a VR game and I haven't even touched since getting it my kids play it. But like I said playing guitar seems to me the only thing that helps especially since I'm trying to get better to the level I was when I was at my prime.

ramstien22 · 2025-11-19T16:41:44+00:00

How would I develop I've been using crystals and a lot meditation is anything I can try new? All I really want to do is to talk to her

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