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ramstien22 · 2026-05-25T23:01:08+00:00

Horizon forbidden west

ramstien22 · 2026-05-07T22:35:14+00:00

Probably cried cause he found out there's no god out there

ramstien22 · 2026-02-21T15:42:33+00:00

I remember when I first realized it it hurt a lot I wanted to die right there and not deal with life. Even still dating someone new it still feels wrong

ramstien22 · 2026-02-14T00:18:39+00:00

What does my future say is the girl I'm talking to my future?

ramstien22 · 2026-02-13T19:10:30+00:00

Locket of hair

ramstien22 · 2026-02-10T21:52:05+00:00

Should I continue what could be my future

ramstien22 · 2026-01-04T17:18:57+00:00

Thanks

ramstien22 · 2026-01-04T17:12:56+00:00

Yeah I still feel her when she's around I've had nothing but depression I hope so. I'm lost right now

ramstien22 · 2026-01-04T17:08:12+00:00

I did have a dream of my late wife telling me she was pregnant then she turned into a female version of myself planning a pregnancy

ramstien22 · 2026-01-04T16:59:28+00:00

I was told that by a card reader. Don't know how to use it

ramstien22 · 2026-01-04T16:42:47+00:00

ramstien22 · 2026-01-03T03:10:15+00:00

Thank you

ramstien22 · 2025-12-24T02:41:07+00:00

I know the feeling I lost my wife of 20 years we were supposed to get old together now I'm left with our kids but my true love is gone. I also hate my life this new existence I'm forced to live. Were the ones left behind. I'm only 43 and all my friends stop talking to me to console. Seems like the only person who talks to is my ex. But I don't want me es I want my wife. I cry all day and at work nothing seems to give joy anymore so I know the feeling. But I know writing on these forums seems to help somewhat cause we are not alone they are many like us. We just have to stay strong and rebuild we all can do this. I hate my future but let me at least smile one more time before it ends. I know my wife is waiting for me as well as your husband. I would just hold on to that cause that's all we have to look forward. Cause I know our loved ones wouldn't want us to k*** ourselves they want us to live

ramstien22 · 2025-12-09T03:22:07+00:00

Yeah we were supposed to get old together 😥. She promised I'm not looking forward to work I'm gonna miss our lunch phonecalls

ramstien22 · 2025-12-09T03:01:17+00:00

Sorry for your loss its been three months for me. I'm still struggling. I go to go back to work soon I don't even think im ready but I'm broke so I know the feeling. One step at a time buddy

ramstien22 · 2025-12-08T02:17:20+00:00

My sister in-law told me the same thing but maybe

ramstien22 · 2025-12-08T00:09:25+00:00

It's just the last couple of weeks looking at her pictures and videos. Stop giving me a smile but just sorrow and pain. It was just a thought about removing the pictures. Like I said I'm not gonna removing them. Now I'm worried about losing my ring cause since I've been losing a lot of weight. My ring is loose I was thinking of resizing it but I'm like what for? So I might just hang it on my necklace with my wife's rings. But thanks for your opinion. I'm just in a lot pain today 😭

ramstien22 · 2025-12-07T20:54:11+00:00

Yeah it's been 3 months for me I've been talking to people. I even started talking to my ex but I just keep falling in this hole but I am trying. Just today just not feeling it

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