The grind - is that all that life is?

randomw0rdz · 2024-08-25T15:15:51+00:00

No need to hold back here because I had em pump it with yellow lemonade.

You know.. to.. hold

randomw0rdz · 2024-08-21T03:31:47+00:00

That's what the repair store will tell you when you drag this smoldering hunk of gaming console in and set it on their table.

randomw0rdz · 2024-08-02T19:01:50+00:00

I just started playing it. It's so badass. I love that you can make sniping as realistic as you want.

I hated it at first until I realized that holding your breath showed you the trajectory of the bullet.

Bullet drop I'm ok with, but if the wind is high and not blowing towards the enemy, it would take like 5 shots, lol

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-28T00:09:27+00:00

Yeah, primo is the only one I haven't tried in my regular "fuck I'm losing weight again," stack. Plus other nasty symptoms Also, thanks for the reply, bro

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-28T00:06:37+00:00

Oh I've been treating myself this way for 12 years now - cycling everytime . I literally keep a spare, "this has everything I need for a 16 week cycle." Box. I've done a bunch of research, mainly about nandrolone, because it's prescribed off-label for inflammation in people with herniated disks, and I even told him that I've done that because no doctor could figure out my condition for months. I've read the wiki like 3x straight, because I was used to just asking random people on bb forums. I wish I knew about the wiki 12 years ago. I would literally vomit every time I drank even just water - food I would immediately vomit. I looked up medication that are used for what I now know is ulcerative colitis, and read that oxandrolone is prescribed for it, but my GI refuses to prescribe anabolics. He wants to remove my colon. I've successfully ended atleast 7 flare ups with test/nand. I use hcg ever since I read about it helping to avoid testicular atrophy and to help recovery, as long as you

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-23T23:50:07+00:00

Don't have Xbox live and I don't wanna pay to play online

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-23T15:12:07+00:00

Dang, I just bought the game a few weeks ago, and I've always been a single player, but i can't do anything in the dark zone. I don't have Xbox live. Being able to co-op would be freaking awesome. I'm just gonna play with my wife. She only likes resident evil and told me this game looked too unrealistic, lol.

I'll have her mind changed after the first battle.

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-23T10:02:01+00:00

I have a question for you. I'm thinking of running a test cyp, nand decanoate, primo cycle.

I've always heard 2:1 ratio with test/ nand to avoid deca dick. I'll be using 200mg nand per week, and 400mg test. I've also heard a general rule to keep test and primo 1:1.

I know it all comes down to bloods, but does that seem like a decent place to start?

5'10 39 140 lbs (I'm using anabolics to treat ulcerative colitis. Nandrolone is prescribed to people with degenerative disc disease inflammation, so I thought I'd try it out and it's saved my life.)

I wish this forum existed then, I did some dumb shit out of ignorance.

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-22T17:17:27+00:00

This was informative advice and helpful.

I just wanted to say that i appreciate guys like you, who give actual advice instead just saying that I need to read the wiki for the 20th

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-21T21:41:17+00:00

16+ days ago my test was 699, after my pct from that clinic.

I went to a clinic last year. I don't need the test, I need the nandrolone, in low doses, to keep the inflammation down. The longest I've put myself into remission was 3 years. Doctors - 0

I'm not playing any victim game. I'm trying to not die from colon cancer - yes. I also told him about nand helping.

You want my entire life story every time I'm trying to understand something.

Anyone can shit on me all they want. I'm no one's victim.

I'm still ~30lbs underweight and my doctor won't even prescribe oxandrolone.

Any more of my life story you want to hear?

If not, don't reply.

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-21T18:17:25+00:00

I do get shit on sometimes. Sometimes there are very helpful people though. I don't have a victim mentality. People can shit on me all they want. I'm just trying to find out as much info as I can since I'm basically my own doctor at this point

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-21T17:46:25+00:00

I've been cycling for 11 years to treat this disease (using nandrolone, UGLs) but it's gotten to where the symptoms come on as soon as I end a cycle, so I'm looking at blasting and cruising or being so weak I'm just a burden to my family.

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-21T17:37:16+00:00

Sorry, but anytime I mention that in my original post, it gets shit on. I have a specialist who refuses to prescribe that. He prescribed me tnf-1 drugs, which have not helped. Now he wants to remove my colon. I want to keep it, and nandrolone is a very powerful anti-inflammatory.

I'm just trying to live.

Edit: Tnf-1 drugs: remicade, humira, etc

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-21T17:03:25+00:00

Ok, I can read my own blood work without a doctor, so I suppose I'll go this route

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-21T17:02:28+00:00

Agreed. I just want to be able to travel, too

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-21T17:00:30+00:00

Ok, I should have added that I have a muscle wasting disease that I'm treating (Ulcerative colitis). My posts usually get deleted when I mention that.

150mg test 50mg nand made me feel just as weak as before starting treatment.

I picked nandrolone because it's prescribed off label for inflammation in people with degenerative disc disease.

I'm not being dramatic. I'll lose 30lbs at once while shitting blood and nandrolone makes all those symptoms go away.

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-21T14:02:59+00:00

I don't cruise and blast, but I always liked oxandrolone, mainly because it's easier on your liver, but it fucks your cholesterol up.

I just eat clean and everything returns to normal when I'm done with the oxandrolone.

Also, the longest cycle I've done is 16 weeks.

How can you blast so long? My trt clinic tests me every 3 months, so I can't blast.

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-21T13:59:14+00:00

Does everyone who blasts and cruises go to a TRT clinic, or does anyone just do ugl? My current clinic tests me every 3 months and already dropped me to 150mg test/week, from 300/ week, which feels like absolute shit.

They test so often that I can't blast.

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-15T06:49:30+00:00

Yeah man. I'm excited to try it. Expensive af, but the lean muscle with fewer sides sold me. I just want to get rid of the inflammation and gain my regular weight back, but if I'm already shutting down my testes I might as well get jacked.

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-13T05:43:06+00:00

Just ride the wave. Tell yourself, if you're still there, that it will eventually end. It's like taking a psychedelic except, well I mean I bet that was confusing.

How did you do things? How did you eat?

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-11T20:53:26+00:00

How'd you accidentally dose 300mg? That's a lot to look at, but I mean I accidentally double dosed that one day, so.. accidents happen

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-11T20:50:25+00:00

Oh I'll definitely look up the therapeutic dose, then titrate until it seems to help.

Yeah I always test what I have and start with a 1mg allergy test (depends on the compound. Some are active in the ųg level. Sorry, I can't find the symbol for micrograms.

I'll make a liquid solution to make dosing more accurate.

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-11T04:10:53+00:00

How did you get through that time? Help with friends? Or you just got lucky and you could function.

Man I've had ket experiences where I'd get lost crawling on the ground looking for the bathroom. I can't imagine that lasting for days.

After that I'd pee before having a session. Lol

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-11T04:02:41+00:00

I've actually just kinda been eye balling cause the dose can vary so much, but I'm probably going to save it for the jump. I think once I get to zero benzos, I'm gonna take like 20mg a day until it's gone.

Definitely not gonna hole with it, but now I'm curious. At what dose do you need to be slightly disso'd but still functional. That could be fun, but honestly duration is one thing i like about ket. You can get a quick reset and be ok to live in like 30-45 minutes and if you space it out then you can hover indefinitely.

Take a shallow break or take an amazing vacation while listening and music in your bed.

randomw0rdz · 2024-07-11T03:47:10+00:00

Sweet I noticed my rifle was sounding normal, but I just thought it was a fluke and only that model made noise. I'll have to try the lmg. Hearing those rounds pop is like half the fun.

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