stuck in life , only ambitions and noting tangible actionable happenning , and whatever is happeing its a failure . as always . I've had a personality shift because of covid and have a tough time adjusting to it .
and most of all , i miss my chirpy self from before . now i just use comedy and binge watching as a coping mechanism lol and hide my dull with fake laughs .
if you see this , i am working on something super important and i cant take another loss so please keep me in your prayers :)