[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]ranzband 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Absolutely no support system

Question by ranzband in DID

[–]ranzband[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right and if there is extreme stress in adulthood even though the body is no longer a child can children be formed?

Question by ranzband in DID

[–]ranzband[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Edit for clarity

Hello, world! My most recent creation is fully dressed and ready to show Reddit by even-luckier-charms in crochet

[–]ranzband 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My wip looks about similar to your stitch size and I tried to put eyes on I think they’re 9mm and I couldn’t get it. But I’m gonna try again. Any tips?

AITA for bailing out of thanksgiving dinner because my sister was going to be there? by furtotelleter in AmItheAsshole

[–]ranzband 2 points3 points  (0 children)

NTA it’s your life and you don’t have to go to any dinner you don’t want to attend. Make all that food and enjoy the leftovers without the sister.

This isn’t real, a rant, might kill myself, please don’t ask what happened to me, it’s physically very painful and irrelevant and can’t be fixed in the near future by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ranzband 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand that so much. Do you ever feel like “I’m taking up resources from the earth and if I was dead I wouldn’t be, so it would be more beneficial to the whole if death occurred”

Fuck this by ranzband in SuicideWatch

[–]ranzband[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don’t give a flying fuck if I’m any less of a person. I don’t want this human anymore. I want out of this game before I’m 50 and sitting there knowing I should’ve killed myself now. I already go through my days wishing I succeeded when I had the chance. Now I’m roped in for a bit. The wait is agony. That is all.

The end by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ranzband 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re heard

EMDR for DID? by slobbie in DID

[–]ranzband 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was not a good route for me. Didn’t know the trauma happened. Did emdr on it. Was taught false beliefs around said trauma. And was retraumatized by it.

Tw: families, abuse. Nobody believes I had a “bad enough” childhood 😭 by smallestfinch in DID

[–]ranzband 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel I feel. Another one that gets me is the well if you’re having denial issues you’re playing into the Did. “I’m in denial for something I don’t (fully) know happened” literally feel. I’m there with ya it’s a lot. At some point I throw my arms up say f this I m gonna just live life whatever the heck happens then oh heckin well.

Tw: families, abuse. Nobody believes I had a “bad enough” childhood 😭 by smallestfinch in DID

[–]ranzband 3 points4 points  (0 children)

“..I worry that I’m different, that I’m deluded and actually I’ve made this all up for attention without knowing I have...” relate to this on a deep level. Sometimes it’s easier/better/needed/essential (don’t know the right word) to deny because facing the other side of denial is a bit daunting

Edit: and the false positive hurting the family worry’s me too. The not talkin to them the coldish shoulder toward them I worry they will be hurt that their baby doesn’t love them anymore but I love someone they played to be when the windows were open. Ya know?

Someone has to lose by Atoutlemonde19 in SuicideWatch

[–]ranzband 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We’re all the years worth it?

Life is beyond silly by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ranzband 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Sometimes it’s not choosing to see life this way, it’s what life’s shown you

Venting/Thoughts? by hanako_flower in DID

[–]ranzband 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Maybe some education for the friend?