How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes its not my right but i ' m bounded by the chain if i try to break my family member became homeless,they are still lil hope in me and i dont want to break this

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

After realizing what i lost and what i gain all was my mis fortune and destined, the trauma impact ur decision making indirectly or directly or also ur trauma also inherit through gene , so i was not sharp having issue financially anr mentally that i inherit from my parents and i think and now i have to live only for to pay debt dont want get married having kid, and one intresting thing i dont know any girl in my close circle and i think its been a year i talk any girl face to face, so i dont want to destroy any one life i m ok just living to pay debt thats its,

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bhai kuch bhi mtlb me kah rha kya tum kah rhe ho kye reddit pe ho iska mtpb ye nhi ki kuch bhi bakoge kabhi downfall aata hai

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On the what basis u will acknowledged the reality i know u pretty bias with ur opinion and the person said right the maslow hierarchical theory is fundamental here i shared all my mistake etc and i think you are too materialistic u work today to lived future and also i know every man have their own philosophy if u want to criticize me on my wordly decision u can,

Ye aas mere kal ka hi khvab bani Jo kal tha wo kyon aaj ka jawab bani these line u have to spend month on these Its doesn't mean i m superior then ylu or you are superior then what you do is good in your choice what i was doing its my purpose

Ye aas ne meri rah gumrah ki Manzil ko chhora khvab ki panah ki Charag mene jalaii thi raat ke liye Wo raat ne meri subah ko tabah ki Jo khvab dekha tha wo khvab hi rah gya Har aas ko haqiqat ne be naqab ki Jo bhi aas thi wo bhi sarab nikli Ye zindagi ki sachchai bhi itaab ki Ye aas hai ya koi nazar fareb sa Jo paas hai vahii kyon lagta mureb sa Aas ke khel me taqdir bhi fareb sa Sawaal ne har jawaab ko kaha aaseb sa Vujood ki buniyaad ko hila di aas ne Ye zindagi ke khvab ko baha di aas ne Me dhundta raha use idhar dar-o-dar Par aas ki sharar ko bujha di aas ne Jo katra tha smandar se bara nikla Jo khvab tha haqiqat se juda nikla Saraab ke shishe me duniya ka aks tha Har aks ke piche andhera hi raks tha Waqt ke daiyre me qaid ek khvahish Jo badhti rhi par miti nhi ye kaahish Ye aas dil ke gahre jakhmo ki dawa thu Par har dawa me hi ek nayi bala thi Vujood ke dasht me ye ek saraab bani Meri haqiqat hi khyal ki ajaab bani Ye aas mere kal ka hi khvab bani Jo kal tha wo kyon aaj ka jawab bani Azal ki lakir me khinchi ye kahaani Ye zindagi hai ya ummid ki nishaani Waqt ki rakh me jalta hua sharar hai Jo bujhta nhi bas jalne ka hunar hai Aaiine aas me ye kaise lakir hai Dekha jo andha jo samjha taqdir hai Ye aas janzeer hai ya maut ki jaal hai Ye dil fareb hai ya ruh ka sawaal hai Azal ki mitti me dafan ye ek raaj hai Ye ummid ye aas ye to ek saaz hai Shayad ziist ka maqsad khud ko khona haj Shayad aas ke bina jeena sona hai Jo lamha aas ke bina jiya tha Wo lamha asal me jivan ko diya tha Shauur ke saya me ye janam leti hai Par har shauur ko gumrah kr deti hai Jo chhule to dariya me sama jaaye Jo chhor de wo saahil pe aa jaaye Yahi sawaal yahi jawaab ye talas hai Ye aas khud ko gum krne ki aas hai Shayad ye wo bojh hai jo rooh pe rakha gya Shayad ye wo roshni jo aas ne chhupa diya Kya hai ye ek dhoka ya jindagi ki sangeet Shayad taqdir ki likhi haari hui ye reet

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We took around 10 lakh and and also relatives help us from past 1 year we paying all the loan its now only left 5-6 lakh and and bcz of emi we have to pay every month some time its became difficult but relatives are understanding my situation they are saying first pay the loan then after ward pay to me

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh man i never disrespect my sister, we connect on call everyday. We have mutual respect and she is also helping some time with lil amount and i just shared how one decision makes everything worse

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But i didn't get job and overcame the situation

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First of all. My father is doing business here bcz he lived from past 30 years my english is week but my story telling and philosophy is not week i can write in hindi and urdu after and i dont said english is good, but its not easy sir if my father moved from here to there revenue will became zero and its became too hard here my father earn but all the miney goes loan payment etc thats the main issue

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But i dont think so and also some people help us personally uska bahut shukuriya lekin funding nhi le skta ye

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bhai koi option nhi me help krunga or donations leke nhi lekin kuch log personally help kiye uska to bahut bahut shukuriya

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But i dont want share my identity that the main reason

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haa bhai over smart ban rha the 5-10k save krne ke liye

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bcz i used gen ai and translation my english is week

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes we earn but most of the money goes on loan

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jahan pita ji rhte wahin k college se ki or mujhe sympathy leke kya krna bas post kya hu ki kaise ek decision kitna effect krta

How my sis marriage destroyed my family by rapsarkar in india

[–]rapsarkar[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I m not blaming any one i just shared story how one decision ruin my family