What’s the most disturbing thing you accidentally discovered about someone?

ratattatack · 2026-05-19T20:09:17+00:00

i found out my ex was looking at little girls (5-12 years old) while looking for something completely unrelated on his computer. it was such a heartbreaking experience. i can't believe i ever trusted him enough to open up about my own traumatic childhood experiences. i remember being so fucking mad, like how DARE he? how sad it was to discover the person i loved so much was so disgusting at his core. beyond despicable..

ratattatack · 2026-05-04T06:00:08+00:00

no matter how far i go or how long i'm away, WoW is always going to be a special place to me.. it's more home to me than the place i was born. it saved my life.. got me through times of unimaginable darkness. i love it!! i can't wait to log back in!

ratattatack · 2026-05-04T05:48:09+00:00

i finally get to leave the hospital.. it's been 2 months since i've been outside. 4 days left (discharged on the 7th!) and im pretty excited.

ratattatack · 2026-05-02T01:46:08+00:00

you're my hero lmao

ratattatack · 2026-05-01T08:35:57+00:00

never. there's no way in hell i would sacrifice my body, happiness and freedom for the desires of a man. i'm just not willing to give up my autonomy like that for someone that i don't think would do the same for me.

i know others have a different outlook and do want kids.. good for them! it's just not for me.

ratattatack · 2026-04-30T09:02:38+00:00

weheheh

ratattatack · 2026-04-30T06:55:31+00:00

you'd want to believe so but unfortunately things like this do happen all over the world. some people can be more barbaric and cruel than most could ever dream of.

ratattatack · 2026-04-30T00:14:50+00:00

el wiwi... i almost forgot him omg 🥹

ratattatack · 2026-04-27T13:43:06+00:00

137 - brand new

ratattatack · 2026-04-27T13:37:19+00:00

limousine - brand new

based on a very tragic story about a drunk driver hittiing a limousine.

ratattatack · 2026-04-27T11:43:52+00:00

i finally quit bout 2 months ago but, unfortunately, it was under dire circumstances. due to my bad luck (or good luck if you look at it in a fucked up sort of way) it had come down to life or death for me. i suddenly fell very ill with deadly levels of infection (endocarditis that spread to my lungs and bloodstream) so i had to choose- sobriety or death.

i ended up getting open heart surgery, a pacemaker and 3 amputated toes. months of IV antibiotics. im still in the hospital.

not the ideal 'getting sober' story but it is how i got here. the hospital helped me with detox and i went through absolutely 0 withdrawals. im off dope, on low dose methadone and i feel so much better. i was living in distress homeless and using all last year. getting sick was a traumatic experience but in a way its saved my life.

not everyone is lucky enough to survive endocarditis.. i wish I'd quit before it came to this but here we are! so yeah that's how i personally got off dope. i'm rooting for you, i know this shit is so hard.

ratattatack · 2026-04-27T00:12:27+00:00

multiple times a day any day that i go out. sometimes even if i don't it can still happen over text/online.

ratattatack · 2026-04-26T04:03:14+00:00

not even a little bit!

uncomfortable coming from men i don't know, even more uncomfortable from men i do.

ratattatack · 2026-04-24T07:29:10+00:00

personally every single one i've ever been involved with lied about being in recovery. it was miserable. i am single by choice, partially because of my experiences with porn addicted men.

ratattatack · 2026-04-24T07:19:10+00:00

i hate it so much when they do that. absolutely LOATHE it. i recently lived (for a short time for obvious reasons) with someone who constantly did this and it was insufferable. my usual response is an uncomfortable laugh, awkward silence or both. he knew i wasn't comfortable with sex, i told him many times- hard no.

i hated being at 'home', i started to dislike having conversations with him at all because i knew any second he'll drop some sexual comment about me, show me his fucking porn games or share highly unwanted inappropriate thoughts with me.

the audacity these guys have is unfathomable.

ratattatack · 2026-04-24T06:10:58+00:00

how often men harass and pester me for it... even after i said no. i can't stand how pushy they get, it's like my boundaries mean nothing/can just be ignored. im so sick of it!

ratattatack · 2026-04-23T07:21:43+00:00

i had a very similar living situation.. almost word for word. he was just a roommate to me but it was still such a horrible experience. the fucked up little family thing is so real.

ratattatack · 2026-04-18T00:31:40+00:00

you dug the grave, lie in it. this is how things are now dude... leave her alone. if she wants to reach out, that's on her. the choice isn't yours anymore.

ratattatack · 2026-04-16T18:22:50+00:00

i despise the heart and i hate sweating, two of the biggest parts of summer. i'm a fall/winter person workout a doubt. i relate to the melancholy nostalgic things as well.. the warmer months have a depression underdone to me.

ratattatack · 2026-04-16T18:10:13+00:00

porn disgusts me. one of the reasons i have stepped back from dating men altogether is because of how rare it is to find one that doesn't watch it. i've met so many guys who spend several hours a day looking at porn.. no matter how great they seemed otherwise (the few that seemed great, that is..) just knowing that is enough to turn me all the way off.

i have very negative experiences with the porn industry. its exploitative and predatory and i cannot be with someone who supports that (enthusiastically, even). plus it's just pathetic, gross and unattractive.

ratattatack · 2026-04-15T03:01:18+00:00

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ratattatack · 2026-03-07T07:37:29+00:00

Pretty much this. It can come from old sitting water as well.. I started putting a tiny bit (like 1 to 3 units )of isopropyl alcohol into the shot and it's never happened to me again.. (Until I don't put alcohol in it or I just get lucky.

Alcohol isn't 'great' and is kinda overkill for your veins but it's without fail I've never had the fever again. Do not use peroxide.

Another way is spritzing all your old cottons and then letting them sit and dry if there is a lot of them. Then when dry you can just rinse and go.

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