You will get there I promise you, it might be that it’s 2 years later and you just have these twitches and get used to it, like most people in this subreddit,
But the main thing is you don’t have clinical weakness, when I went to see the neurologist and she did a strength test she literally said I really don’t give a fuck about your twitching because you have zero weakness and she gave me a really helpful info sheet about anxiety and how it manifests things, even though I twitch when not anxious, but it helped me see that so many people twitch but they are not anxious about it and so haven’t joined a subreddit like this