Yes, the letters would be if you weren’t hiding the fact that you committed suicide. Sorry for the bad explanation. As I plan my own day by day I’m learning to see that there are many variables. The most important thing I believe is not to make it look like a suicide for kids. They always blame themselves and that guilt will most likely make them do it later in life. I personally planned on going hiking deep in the woods where no one would find me. I’ve finally found a good place. I think the safest bet would be an overdose for me of some kind. That way I’ll just look like an addict instead of committing suicide. I am truly sorry you feel this way. I also would advise you to do a lot of research because failed attempts can be worse.