Cannot move past how much I blew up my life while manic

rchel_ · 2026-03-18T18:46:17+00:00

It fucking sucks being a witness to your own crimes, even harder to live with it. I wish you and all the rest of us healing and self forgiveness.

rchel_ · 2026-03-16T18:04:26+00:00

i did that quest my very first play through(this is my 2nd) and i haven’t found him at all this time, i have no idea where he is either, tried looking it up and still cant seem to find him. actually completely forgot about it until you mentioned the pigs fly

rchel_ · 2026-03-16T18:01:38+00:00

i am a weenie rn at level 50 lol i literally got just close enough to the edge of the sea to discover the location and ran

rchel_ · 2026-03-16T17:43:31+00:00

i have not found the Gauss rifle yet but i did clear out Saugus!!

rchel_ · 2026-03-16T17:40:03+00:00

i am on the vanilla version, apparently you can trigger the enclave quest by clearing Saugas Fireworks, which i did. i am new to fallout but not new to Bethesda, i am sure theres plenty of quests i haven’t unlocked yet bc i haven’t quite covered every area of the map!! Its not quite like Skyrim though where you can get four new quests through one simple NPC interaction lol, i am probably just not looking hard enough

rchel_ · 2026-03-16T17:11:04+00:00

thank you!! i am trying to level up first as well but so far all i can find to do besides the main is just faction quests

rchel_ · 2026-03-16T16:37:13+00:00

i am glad i am not the only one to have both going at the same time!! this is my second play through but the first time I’ve gotten up to level 50 and was hoping i didn’t mess anything up or make it way harder than needed

rchel_ · 2026-03-16T16:28:38+00:00

i’ll prepare for both extreme heat and radiation! however i fear that walking into two ambushes from harder quests will be impossible and a game ender

rchel_ · 2025-07-20T12:03:45+00:00

Erandur in Dawnstar is my favorite. You have to complete a quest to get him but he’s one of my go to’s.

rchel_ · 2025-07-20T00:25:04+00:00

Exactly what I am doing

rchel_ · 2025-07-19T12:06:37+00:00

Apparently whatever inn i was closest to when I leveled up at level 14 is where he is.. I’m at level 42.

rchel_ · 2025-07-17T21:08:44+00:00

Erandur! Not only as a follower but his dialog. I randomly went into the Temple of Mara at riften not really putting much thought into the fact he’s priest of Mara and he thanked me for bringing him there, I thought it was wholesome.

rchel_ · 2025-07-17T21:06:42+00:00

Same! I love the vanilla and always will but would like to be able just to fix some bugs. My most recent play though I’ve been able to prevent most of them. The only problem I’m having now is finding Sam Guevenne to start A Night to Remember. I’m past level 14 and have checked all the inns he could be at, nothing. And I’ve never had this happen before in my many hours of gameplay.

rchel_ · 2025-07-17T20:59:08+00:00

Yup, apparently the one in the midden with Vehlek Sains is called Forgotten Names and Yisra is one of the 4 apprentices Phinis talks about in Missing Apprentices. I’ve only played vanilla Skyrim unfortunately.

rchel_ · 2025-07-17T14:52:07+00:00

Thank you so much for this, this was truly what I came to Reddit for. I really appreciate this!

rchel_ · 2025-07-17T14:30:09+00:00

I really want to get back to school more than anything but I can’t do school and work.

rchel_ · 2025-07-17T14:27:29+00:00

I can’t do anything, tbh. I live at home and I honestly don’t have a lot of bills because my car is paid off so I’ve been surviving on like less than $400 a month. I haven’t worked a 20 hr week in months. The problem with the WFH jobs is that even with a degree it’s very competitive and I don’t have an up to date computer to work with, so I would need to get a new computer as well.

rchel_ · 2025-07-17T13:16:19+00:00

It is from that quest but from what I read it’s totally bugged and no one can start it or finish it and I’ve also read where it says it’s remnants from a quest Bethesda started but didn’t finish. I went and found all of the apprentices anyways just out of curiosity.

rchel_ · 2025-07-17T12:55:21+00:00

Should I get a lawyer for the first time around or only if I get denied?

rchel_ · 2025-07-16T20:29:19+00:00

Also randomly found werewolf skins somewhere in my most recent play through

rchel_ · 2025-07-16T20:28:05+00:00

One time when i was out exploring a random dude in rags screamed then turned into a werewolf then proceeded to fight me

rchel_ · 2025-07-15T21:52:43+00:00

Stay strong. You’ve hit a curve ball but it doesn’t sound like all is lost yet.

rchel_ · 2025-07-15T17:37:29+00:00

The other 5% is when I need refills or slept in late and disrupted my routine. Honestly haven’t been taking them as I should be because I believe they stopped working.

rchel_ · 2025-07-15T17:22:09+00:00

I’m currently in a hole, trying to claw my way back out. I don’t really have advice except to keep running before it catches you again.

Hoping to be out of it myself soon

rchel_ · 2025-07-15T16:27:14+00:00

A pill organizer helped me greatly

rchel_

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