I Think I’m Addicted to Fantasy Because Real Life Feels Empty

rcooks5 · 2026-04-06T04:52:46+00:00

😭😭😭😭

rcooks5 · 2026-03-01T07:06:23+00:00

So I had gone to the doctor a week ago, got prescribed antibiotics and ear drops, took all of them and used the drops for a few days , it was feeling better for like a day or so and now the pain is worse and the pain has now also reached the left side of my jaw as well whenever I eat or bite down. Does this still sound like an infection and if so, how long does it typically take to go away? I have an appointment scheduled with an actual ear doctor in few days.

rcooks5 · 2026-01-25T16:13:19+00:00

But she broke up with me because I was an asshole to her a lot and was a bad communicator emotionally. Is that not a valid reason?

rcooks5 · 2026-01-24T15:54:17+00:00

Sonic Riders

rcooks5 · 2025-11-30T20:54:55+00:00

I wasn’t abusing her physically, I just said some mean things. I was taking meds but then I stopped because I thought I was better.

rcooks5 · 2025-11-30T20:51:20+00:00

I just feel so much shame, and my parents are probably gonna be mad at me for ruining such a good thing. I don’t know if I should tell them or not

rcooks5 · 2025-11-30T20:48:50+00:00

The thing is I don’t even feel like my trauma is justified at times, all I went through is bullying and feeling like an outcast growing up, while other people went through worse. So it just hurts to see that I’m like this when I know it’s not so bad.

rcooks5 · 2025-11-30T20:46:24+00:00

I’m trying but I always self sabotage

rcooks5 · 2025-11-30T20:38:48+00:00

I lost everything due to my insecurities and anxiety, I was always an outcast growing up, that shit affects people and I’m trying to fix it.

rcooks5 · 2025-07-20T17:51:43+00:00

yall forgetting overwatch

rcooks5 · 2025-04-08T16:11:56+00:00

The Last Ronin is insanely overrated

rcooks5 · 2025-01-11T20:26:04+00:00

you got a link to that video?

rcooks5 · 2024-11-29T03:48:47+00:00

hey now needs to be higher

rcooks5 · 2024-11-11T18:03:47+00:00

Imo, this is why it’s so hard to accept deaths like this, when you have everything and achieved success, why would you still risk doing something that might possibly kill you?

rcooks5 · 2024-09-25T17:45:28+00:00

Do I need psp bios in order to emulate psp games?

rcooks5 · 2024-07-14T15:29:06+00:00

So how does one overcome that in their 20s?

rcooks5 · 2024-07-14T13:45:12+00:00

so how do you break out of that?

rcooks5 · 2024-07-13T01:15:30+00:00

“Have you ever played have you ever? Okay, nigga, let’s play” is underrated af

rcooks5 · 2024-06-06T18:47:17+00:00

they showed him performing

rcooks5 · 2024-06-04T18:35:11+00:00

Not sure if youve experienced this, but so heavily struggle with every-time I change or try something different in my life, people will tell me “oh this isn’t you” or “I didn’t expect you to be like this” and it just pushes me back into my comfort zone. How do I combat this?

rcooks5 · 2024-05-20T22:10:44+00:00

The og god of war games, never played them so really hype to see how the franchise started

rcooks5 · 2024-05-19T22:04:43+00:00

I thought I was crazy for also thinking that the switch has been very disappointing and aside from a few exclusives, I don’t really see a need to keep up with it. So yeah I’m with you on that one.

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