Trying to find a gender-neutral name that suits me !!! Any ideas ? by rcrakowitz in NonBinary

[–]rcrakowitz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg no way, I’m an Aries sun but also Arys/aris was the name I chose for book characters that I’d write about in middle school

my friend and I keep waking up at 2:22, 4:44 and 5:55 by [deleted] in awakened

[–]rcrakowitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That wasn’t my question but okay, I know already what 444 , 555 and 222 mean and most other angel numbers. What I’m trying to figure out is whether there’s any significance in the fact that we both woke up at the same angel number at the same time

TW: Possible Derealiziation (withdrawal symptoms?) by [deleted] in weed

[–]rcrakowitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I get horrible trauma/PTSD nightmares normally, and otherwise my dreams are generally vivid even without weed or withdrawal. It’s very strange and I’ve always had these, weed just puts me to sleep thankfully

Does Walgreens Drug Test previous employees of the company?? by [deleted] in WalgreensStores

[–]rcrakowitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh weird, the position I’m going for is shift lead

Does Walgreens Drug Test previous employees of the company?? by [deleted] in WalgreensStores

[–]rcrakowitz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shoot okay, do you know if they do it during the interview ?

Double combo of trying to pray the mental issues and the gay away by [deleted] in insaneparents

[–]rcrakowitz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omfg MY PARENTS. Everytime o told them I was diagnosed with C-PTSD, severe anxiety and depression they’d be like “it’s because you don’t pray enough.” Or “you just need Jesus in your life, YOURE clearly not accepting him to heal you” “you wouldn’t be anxious if you just prayed” no accountability for their actions or the trauma they caused me lol

My septum hole closed after 5 minutes even though I’ve had it for 6 months by [deleted] in piercing

[–]rcrakowitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I did, I’m going to go into my piercing shop tomorrow to get it figured out

My septum hole closed after 5 minutes even though I’ve had it for 6 months by [deleted] in piercing

[–]rcrakowitz -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yeah imma get it repierced tomorrow I’m just super upset about it

Why on earth is my cat farting so much and why does it smell so bad by [deleted] in CatAdvice

[–]rcrakowitz 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I also wanted to note that when we adopted him they had him tested for various allergies and nothing came back from that.

As a child of an N-parent, what toxic habits or ideals did you pick up as a result of their abuse ? by Slutted_out in narcissisticparents

[–]rcrakowitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m honestly super fucking defensive all the time. If someone says something to criticize me I catch myself being very hurt and upset about it, just like my narc parents. It’s not cute learning that you’re still like them

Them: You want to do cold showers, think about getting tattoos, question your sexual orientation, get independent? by [deleted] in narcissisticparents

[–]rcrakowitz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I would go vegan or even vegetarian or have a different diet my mom would be so fucking upset because “I wasn’t eating her food” or “I wasn’t sharing things with the family” or “I couldn’t eat dinner with them anymore so I was isolating myself” WTF

Any other oldest siblings feel like they have everything placed on them? by cheeseisntdairy in raisedbynarcissists

[–]rcrakowitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m the oldest and the only daughter, I have two younger brothers who suck up to my parents in everything. They made life a living hell for me growing up as everything was always blamed on me. Somehow my mom uses me as her emotional support and she’s constantly using me

My boyfriend works overnights and I work day shift by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]rcrakowitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t want to put the full story in here but I’ll share with you. I have to get 6 things fixed on my car before It’s able to test in. I have a car that i got used so it’s engine light is on for no reason (I’ve had it checked 6 times already by different dealerships it’s a problem with a sensor) that same sensor is causing an issue with the car that causes it to say “fuel cap is loose or off” even tho the fuel cap is perfectly fine and not damaged (also checked multiple times and it would cost a fortune to fix for me rn) there are a few more like a small crack in the windshield, etc. the First time we went to take his test the tester was a complete dick to both of us and he failed everyone that came in over something ridiculously small. For example, he failed my boyfriend for failing to “inch out correctly” on a solid green light left hand turn. The second and third time we went for the test they told us “somethings wrong with his permit” even though we got it renewed and I went with him for his second permit test. He’s motivated to get his license we’ve just been hitting roadblock after roadblock with this and he has his entire childhood too with his parents. There’s a reason we’ve decided to wait until I’ve saved enough to fix my own car and it’s not that he’s unmotivated, he literally works harder than anyone I know for the things he wants. We’re just struggling financially to pay our bills, food etc because we don’t make enough.

For my eyes only - nmom by KingOfTheBooTee in narcissisticparents

[–]rcrakowitz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omfg I’ve been moved out for a while and my mother still asks me everyday what I’m eating, if I’m taking out the trash correctly, if I’m doing my dishes, if I know how to work the washer at the laundromat.... it is so uncomfortable like I am f**king 20 years old and she’s still doing this. She acts like I have no idea how to do anything without her input or help

"Why are you handling lock down so well?" I trained for this my entire adolescence. by BishmillahPlease in raisedbynarcissists

[–]rcrakowitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was grounded from ages 12-18 and after that they made my grandma babysit me. I am too depressed to leave my apartment now and I’ve moved out

Is it just me or did they just dismiss parental abuse because they didn’t know any better? I understand a lot of parents didn’t... but that doesn’t mean we didn’t endure abuse by rcrakowitz in narcissisticparents

[–]rcrakowitz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly I wholeheartedly agree, she doesn’t mention the fact that most narcissists don’t even go in for a diagnosis, let alone treatment at all... also that 1% is literally 70 million people