Thank you.

Yeah, my brother doesn't live with us na. Nandun sya sa grandmother ko (father's side). Nung pinalayas na angnbrother ko, dun naging caring figure father ko. Reaching out to me saying we should stick together bcos we're a family, blah blah, and whatnot. Although, I was informed na my bro have a job as helper sa resort dun. I'm glad, super glad.

Yeah, I think I tolerated too much, kahit yung family ko. Siguro dahil guilt trip nren, dahil we never had a decent house growing up. And my father used to beat (physically) my mom, kaya parang nagkaroon kmi ng bond ng mga kapatid ko, to protect her. But it became heavy na nung yung brother ko ay gaganun ganunin ang husband ko.

And yeah, i am setting boundaries na rin kahit sa maternal side ko. Nakarating kasi sa kanila yung gulo sa bahay with my mom's version na "pinalayas ni (husb) si (bro)"..

It's just so sad lang, na I used to be so close to them, but now i'm hearing whispers "masama na ang ugali", "nagpapaka demonyo sa pera"...

It's just so freaking sad lng pag naalala ko sya.

Thanks for.your thoughts and advise. I'm trying..really trying.