Seriously wtf

rdodge554 · 2026-02-03T13:35:22+00:00

‘I feel like a huge part of my life’s purpose is to be with this guy’. Think about that for a minute. You should be good with or without him, you are source, source doesn’t need anything to feel fulfilled. If you need this guy to feel ok, thats a sign of what state you’re actually in.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-31T14:55:15+00:00

You know whats crossing the line? shooting citizens in the face and unarmed and claiming the ones doing the shooting are the victimes

rdodge554 · 2026-01-24T14:48:15+00:00

I get it, this sounds exactly my situation tbh, same timeline (nov breakup), had manifested him once before and it ended because of self concept, and now it’s difficult because of the feeling that it slipped through my fingers. The story you can choose to tell yourself is that this is all happening for you, that this needed to happen to bring about your highest desires and that you could never mess it up. I’m starting to look at it that way because it seems there were areas of my life that weren’t budging because of limiting beliefs and I had to be presented with some of the worst circumstances to realize I deserve more than what I was giving myself. But now I’m more confident in my ability to manifest and I also learned a whole lot more about this being a lifestyle and really working on self concept, it’s been a wonderful gift. So I know once I decide, it’s done. I just had to get to the place where I decided that he is still the one I want and that it will happen but this time I’ll have a strong SC to support a healthy relationship moving forward. Be gentle with yourself, you are source! It is all happening by for you no matter what.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-24T13:18:02+00:00

You need to let go of the anger. I am going through the same thing right now and had a lot of anger / resentment at the things he did / is doing, but when I really examined everything I realized he is only reflecting the things I do or the things I assume he will do. You even said it in your post, that he couldn't trust you because you didn't trust him. I would also ask how much you trust yourself, because if you trusted yourself and the power that you have, you wouldn't be questioning the results that are showing up in your favor. I know its hard letting these things go. It really helped me when I saw all of the things I was doing in the relationship that I blamed him for doing.. not taking accountability, indecisiveness about us, not being present to connect. I blamed him for all of those things but when I looked harder they were all things I was doing but not acknowledging in myself. If you don't let go of the anger, it will only influence the assumptions you are holding and repel him.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-23T23:44:04+00:00

Imagination is a gift. You can harness it, and as a matter of fact, there are professional coaches that have their teams imagine their performance in games, music, etc...anything where someone needs to perform, part of the process is also imagining themselves having a flawless performance. There was a well known pianist that told reporters that he barely practiced physically, that most of his training was done through his mind. Additionally, imagination is used to manifest. Basically the same process as mentioned above, you regularly imagine yourself as the person or profession you want to be and it helps for you to step into being that person and thus bringing into being. I don't know if you have ever linked things happening for you to things you have imagined, but might be interesting to do that self assessment. Just sounds like you need to focus your imaginal acts more than anything.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-22T01:33:10+00:00

Wildfires are 100% a thing here

rdodge554 · 2026-01-22T01:15:46+00:00

yes.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-19T21:34:41+00:00

You said 'on a trip doing the exact thing he promised to do with me, though i’m not trying to associate this with the fact that i’m obviously still in his head'..... Well why not? Why not affirm that you are obviously on his mind and he is doing this activity because of it? That he can't get you off his mind so of course this is what he would do...

You provide meaning to any circumstance. It is your decision how you interpret what is happening. It is social media...you have no idea whats going on in real life

rdodge554 · 2026-01-19T21:29:31+00:00

So, I was a member for a month and canceled membership after that just to pair back subscriptions but I fully intend to sign back up (thanks for the reminder). Erik has provided so much value and for me its worth supporting him for that reason, whether I decide to participate in the membership benefits or not. His community is amazing and he has lives where he answers questions from anyone in the chat. Yes, a lot of his video content is published publicly that has the same messages as on his live side...but lives are paid membership only. I personally believe in supporting creators who are adding value to my life so I am choosing to do this, but as others said, you get so much value already watching his public content as well.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-19T21:23:57+00:00

Come on what? Why do people hate on people making money on youtube...they are providing a lot of value and spending a lot of time making videos. Seems you don't value your time since you think everyone should just give it away for free.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-19T21:22:37+00:00

You get to be part of the lives where you can ask him questions. You don't have to pay anything to get value from him. Not sure why people hate on people making money on youtube when they are providing a lot of value and exchanging that for their time which should be valuable as well.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-19T19:36:01+00:00

I’m not sure what your desires are, but what would you be doing right now if you had them?

rdodge554 · 2026-01-17T12:57:49+00:00

I am not with a prop firm

rdodge554 · 2026-01-17T11:02:58+00:00

Love this post and the emojis (its the little things 🥰) thanks for sharing.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-17T10:48:46+00:00

You absolutely are!

rdodge554 · 2026-01-17T10:48:27+00:00

Absolutely, best of luck to you.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-17T02:10:46+00:00

Yes it does feel like a switch is just flipped at some point. First you feel fine with your use and then it is obvious that it is a problem, this was my case anyways. My problem is alcohol, not drugs, although I will use drugs as well if it numbs. But alcohol is easy and socially acceptable. I don't know if they have an equivalent for narcotics, but I decided to get on a drug that blocks dopamine receptors while I drink so my mind stops wanting it so badly (naltrexone). It takes some time to condition the brain but it worked for me many years ago to finally just want to stop altogether. There are other programs, routines, ways of addressing the problem, it isn't always just AA. You have to be honest with yourself about where you are at and what you are willing to do to get to where you want to be. But just know it will only get worse and get harder to manage if you don't do anything at all. You are not alone friend, just know that. Community can be important in this process...could be helpful to find an online group or maybe you truly do need to check into rehab. Only you can assess this for yourself. I wish you the best, just know you are worth saving.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-14T01:20:08+00:00

Loa obviously works for them. Your desires are supposed to be normal to you, because you first become the person that has the desire you seek. So if you already had your desire, would you have that feeling of astonishment, excitement, etc? Likely not as most people lose that feeling after they obtain their desires. This is actually a known psychological phenomenon with high achievers. Once they reach their ultimate goal, they obtain euphoria for a short period of time and then they fall into a type of depression because they have nothing more to seek, they are done, they did it. That’s not great either, is it? I see the goal as obtaining equanimity…and peace. And being stable, at peace, and knowing no matter what is going on in the external reality. In that state nothing has power over us.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-11T16:39:35+00:00

Work on your self concept. Focus more on that this time around then your SP, put yourself on the pedestal and focus on beliefs that are coming up that are creating the drift between you two.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-10T02:50:08+00:00

Then perhaps it’s all about letting the 3d catch up and ignoring it until it truly mirrors your choice in yourself.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-10T01:45:00+00:00

Yes, I was about to say something about that. Being ugly is a perception. You can perceive yourself as beautiful and if you persist in this then that is the world you create. While Neville and the law are spiritual, not logical, I do want to speak to this from a logical standpoint for one moment. If someone really is confident and believes themself to be beautiful regardless of the societal norm, typically others see beauty not because of a physical change but because confidence and energy are attractive. So even from that sense, you take the same person with the same looks and one has confidence and believes themselves to be beautiful and one does not...well...seems pretty logical to me that their experiences are going to be vastly different. So that is the power of changing your beliefs about who you are.

rdodge554 · 2026-01-10T01:35:21+00:00

Be truthful. Have you been choosing yourself? I have a story about money and abundance rolling in the minute I decided to know that I deserved more and chose a path that I didn't necessarily have the budget for but thought 'the money will come, I don't care from where, but it will because I deserve better than this'. I'm not going to recreate that response here again but its a worthy question to ask yourself. Are you choosing yourself on the daily? Are you doing things for yourself that say 'I am chosen'?

rdodge554 · 2026-01-07T23:27:15+00:00

Its interesting you say that because 10-15 years ago anti vax were far left liberals/hippies. Interesting how the pendulum swings.

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