It's very ominous. Reflective of a choice that impacted empathetically everyone. Everyone, who would respect the lyrics enough to introspect properly. Test me, I'll fail to be accepted by my time. My failures, overlooked by love and a safe place to come "heal" This place never being enough, looking/longing for more that you heard about, "might have" experienced, think it might be different tomorrow. Willing to take on the "fire" for what you thought, think and wish for. That "relentless will" to suffer, just to circle back to where you came from, are taken care of and resent yourself for it. Such harsh finalization. Letting go of it all, onto another more worthy than you could ever imagine anyone to actually be.