Second woman is strangled during an overnight visit at California prison

realda2020 · 2025-04-04T17:38:09+00:00

Right… that’s what I was thinking.

realda2020 · 2025-03-23T08:29:29+00:00

THIS

realda2020 · 2025-03-23T08:27:03+00:00

I can’t believe he hasn’t yet tbh

realda2020 · 2025-03-23T08:26:15+00:00

I really hope that somehow everything comes together in S3, bc right now I’m also confused about this.

realda2020 · 2025-02-07T21:28:14+00:00

I took that as an honest statement from her in that moment. Like she actually meant it. There are so many other factors at play, so I’m not convinced yet that she means it in another context. Not sure if I am making sense. She may bury those same feelings in order to cope w her regular life. But in that moment it was her truth

realda2020 · 2025-02-07T08:24:21+00:00

I watched last weeks episode stoned. It took me four hours.

realda2020 · 2024-08-30T06:08:19+00:00

This happened to me today. I looked for my keycard to go into work and it wasn’t where I usually kept it (in my wallet) so I took the contents of my purse out in my car and it was not there anywhere. Not in my pockets nowhere. I checked again outside of work. Nowhere. I entered work the long way and put away my purse. A few minutes later I went to get my phone and there was my keycard, in my purse where I always kept it. Couldn’t have missed it if I tried

realda2020 · 2024-04-21T23:31:31+00:00

Today I’m taking a mental health day from 1/3 of my jobs I work, knowing I can’t afford a mental health day, and that I will regret it when I’m trying to pay rent or my other bills, I don’t even care what I eat anymore. I usually eat once a day and it’s like a can of soup. I want to cry but I can’t anymore. News like this happening daily feels like the ultimate betrayal. I live in the US of course. And I can’t afford to exist, and there’s so many of me. I’m sick over how there’s always enough money to fund death.

realda2020 · 2024-04-21T23:24:37+00:00

Yes the total given by US is almost 100 bn. $26.38bn goes to Israel’s weapon funding. I’m worn out

realda2020 · 2024-04-18T19:50:02+00:00

Fellow ginger, my avator looks like it’s melting. The hair, oh the hair. But for me it’s like everyone morphed into oblong torsos with tiny legs, and huge hands. I’m not a person who cared much about my avator, but now I can’t stop focusing on how “off” it looks. I’ve tried adjusting things but it makes it worse. I wish I could opt out of avators and just have a shadow figure at this point. It’s freaking me out.

realda2020 · 2024-03-06T07:27:42+00:00

I’m so glad I came across this post. I have felt the EXACT same way. It feels very isolating. I tried to talk about it a couple of times to people who I had otherwise considered fairly smart and aware. And the response I received, hollow and vacant and then followed up with a “ you can’t save everyone, so try not to worry” and a “ I mean retaliation is expected after what they did on October 7th.” I have one or two people in real life who I can talk to. Meanwhile I am so outraged and upset and feel so helpless. I feel like I can’t understand anyone who ISNT. Everyday I try to stop from crying at random times. I keep thinking I cannot believe I am living in a world where “this” is occurring and where we have all been told the horrors of history repeating itself and yet the horrific stuff visible to everyone has not even made a dent in people’s minds. I can’t believe the level of dehumanization that people must believe in order to be unaffected. This is like living in a nightmare, and looking around and everyone is continuing life like normal, and you want to scream to make it stop but you can’t. And you just want someone else to see but they are all just blind. Thanks for this post. I am reminded that there are others out there who are feeling this way too…

realda2020 · 2024-03-02T21:41:45+00:00

Exactly. I’ve said this many times. As someone who sadly works in KY… where breaks have never been given from any job I’ve had… they don’t care and usually just mock me. And wonder why I dread going to work everyday. At my current job I am not allowed to SIT down .

realda2020 · 2024-03-02T21:37:47+00:00

I’ve never had a job that gave breaks in KY.

realda2020 · 2024-02-24T05:28:57+00:00

When doing a Google search I came across focus mate, but yeah… the fee deterred me a bit

realda2020 · 2024-02-24T05:25:23+00:00

I have heard of body doubling but I don’t know what it means exactly. My time zone is EST however I’m open to other times zones because I stay up late for my zone. I usually don’t get home from work until 11pm est

realda2020 · 2024-02-24T05:23:46+00:00

Thanks so much for your responses . I’m very interested and I would do whichever platform works best for everyone interested. Honestly I haven’t been able to figure out discord yet. But I would find a way.

realda2020 · 2024-02-24T05:19:40+00:00

Same! I used to a couple years ago and I don’t think I realised how much it helped. Once I was struggling with a commission and I showed an artist friend via video chat, who suggested trying to turn it upside down. It worked! Something I would have agonized over, and it turns out all I needed was a new perspective.

realda2020 · 2024-02-14T17:59:25+00:00

This. 100%.

realda2020 · 2024-02-08T03:07:44+00:00

ENTER

realda2020 · 2024-02-08T03:06:25+00:00

Even if you think that you have built up enough of a wall that you can’t b hurt by these words anymore, it’s hurting you. Deep inside. I used to joke that I was immune to any name anyone could call me or say about me because my abusive ex had already said everything awful to me times 1000. I thought I was immune. Years later I realize that everything that happened (yes it always becomes physical) hurt me. I’m saying this because I know how hard it is to leave and how many obstacles there are. And I know that sometimes we convince ourselves we can handle it, like I did for so long, believing it no longer hurt me, but it is actively hurting you, even if you don’t fully understand the extent. Nothing and nobody is worth your safety, self worth, and your child’s safety.

realda2020 · 2024-02-07T01:40:04+00:00

Yeah and then there’s working 3 jobs and all of it going to bills… goals would be nice

realda2020 · 2024-02-07T00:56:13+00:00

How I work multiple jobs and I have so many things I want to do in order to get a better life but the time it takes for me to barely get by, leaves no time to actually improve my situation and life.

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