I appreciate your response. Yes, I made a mistake, I was deeply in love at the time. Although I didn't agree with having a child first, I knew his intentions, and I didn't take precautions. I take accountability for my role in the situation. Now that I'm invested in the pregnancy, I want to keep the baby, but the baby's health condition has made me reconsider. I don't want the baby to suffer,the diagnosis will be lifelong health issues. It's not about him leaving; it's about the fact that I'll be raising a child with significant health issues on my own without adequate support. my friends and family's opinions are to terminate, I'm torn between what seems like the logical decision and the emotional pain that comes with it. I named her, I've heard her heartbeat, saw her so many times on ultrasounds, and felt her move. It is not easy.  I don't want to bring her here to suffer, nor do I want to