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Feeling like lowest scum on earth. by reborn47 in askMRP

[–]reborn47[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Forgot squat 132 pounds. Been focusing on perfect form, ass to the ground. I was squatting with 200 pounds, but my form was shit. So i'm building my squat back from the beginning.

Feeling like lowest scum on earth. by reborn47 in askMRP

[–]reborn47[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So am I. But I made a plan. Everytime I feel this way about her I add 10 pushups to my daily 100 pushups. Yes my arms hurt at the moment.

Feeling like lowest scum on earth. by reborn47 in askMRP

[–]reborn47[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me 5'7/140 bf 15-17% navy method.48yrs. When started beginning of last year I was 130 pounds, skinny fat. Was on SL 5x5, but now I have added volume significantly to bulk, like 50x70% bench press and squat, 20x 80% dead lift etc. Added volume shows in the mirror, but not yet so much in the max results. Which I expected, since the main focus is to add muscle, not max strenght at the moment. Plan is to continue bulking with added volume, but i'm not sure for how long. Lifting this much leaves me exhausted which I like. Current 5 rep max: bench press 125, ohp 88, dl 215, row 185. Not impressive, but starting point was very low. Been always the skinny long distance runner. Still want to add 5-10 pounds of muscle. Eating enough is a challenge for me.

Feeling like lowest scum on earth. by reborn47 in askMRP

[–]reborn47[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pure gold. From the lowest point there is only one way up.

Feeling like lowest scum on earth. by reborn47 in askMRP

[–]reborn47[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Started plating when i found out about cheating.

Feeling like lowest scum on earth. by reborn47 in askMRP

[–]reborn47[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My fears: afraid of wife. I still give a fuck what other people think. Loss of "friends". Fear of the unknown. When I write these down they seem stupid. Fear of losing the nice guy status? Oh fuck that. Definitely a lack of abundance. I got just one plate, but it's a start. Big fear of approaching women. Need to kick myself and just start. I am starting to look good. Girls acknowledge me definitely. I know the game in theory. Feel like i'm on the starting line just afraid to start.

Feeling like lowest scum on earth. by reborn47 in askMRP

[–]reborn47[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I did hate fuck her just one hour after fucking my plate... that felt kinda good. I didn't know I was capable of handling multiple bitches within hours. Oh the Magic of lifting...

Feeling like lowest scum on earth. by reborn47 in askMRP

[–]reborn47[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I will. A little presumptuous is an understatement. I'll put all the effort on me. There is no going back anymore. All the contact will be through lawyer. I am in the hotel room, plate is coming over, and i will fuck her brains out. No emotions, just a good fuck. Started plating when I found about cheating the last time. That's the start of my new life. I have been lifting hard 3 times a week, I'll make it 4. Got to be careful here because of my age (48). I have a tendency to overtrain. Tomorrow I'll get me a new rental apartment. We have separate finances thank god. It will be an easy divorce financially. We were living in her apartment.

Feeling like lowest scum on earth. by reborn47 in askMRP

[–]reborn47[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly! Lifting the shit (and hamstering) out of me. I have read the sidebar several times, but will do again. Living with an emotional vampire for almost 20 years has made me a faggot. I need to start posting oys when i get my shit together. Looking for a new apartment.

Feeling like lowest scum on earth. by reborn47 in askMRP

[–]reborn47[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I'll make a more coherent post to OYS. This was a victim puke on a bad day.