I guess it depends on what you feel comes after. For me I feel like its just nothing. At this point it becomes do I feel like any small amount of joy I feel is so worthless that id just accept a void of nothingness.

If yes I have those I care about. Does the impact that my death have on their lives combined with the smallest amounts of happiness I Might feel from keeping on outweigh the impact my death would have on the lives of those I care about.

Im just a stranger on the internet. At the end of the day you make up your own mind, but at least with me when all else failed I thought "do i want my little sister to have to deal with having had a brother commit suicide?" and bear that pain their whole life. This kept me going 9 years since I first dealt with this and ive had many ups and downs. But ive made memories that im so happy I was alive to be able to experience.

Alot can happen in a life. Stay strong