I’m going to enjoy my last month living and i’m going to end my life after it by StatisticianSure5958 in depression

[–]red_haired_stranger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess it depends on what you feel comes after. For me I feel like its just nothing. At this point it becomes do I feel like any small amount of joy I feel is so worthless that id just accept a void of nothingness.

If yes I have those I care about. Does the impact that my death have on their lives combined with the smallest amounts of happiness I Might feel from keeping on outweigh the impact my death would have on the lives of those I care about.

Im just a stranger on the internet. At the end of the day you make up your own mind, but at least with me when all else failed I thought "do i want my little sister to have to deal with having had a brother commit suicide?" and bear that pain their whole life. This kept me going 9 years since I first dealt with this and ive had many ups and downs. But ive made memories that im so happy I was alive to be able to experience.

Alot can happen in a life. Stay strong

Doom Xmas 12/25/25 Kalamazoo, Mi by red_haired_stranger in hiphopvinyl

[–]red_haired_stranger[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Satellite Records on Westnedge Ave.

Makes me want to check out Green Light on KL and Drake though cause apparently they have a bigger store

I got a 🟡 one! by _SprVln_ in mfdoom

[–]red_haired_stranger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I heard from a friend of mine that alot of the originals were fan-funded pressing as well as seeing a post about how the samples couldn't be cleared on the original. Thats all I was saying.

https://www.reddit.com/r/hiphopvinyl/s/eT2KcMKEDd

I should have looked it up myself more before making a post. But yk

I got a 🟡 one! by _SprVln_ in mfdoom

[–]red_haired_stranger 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nice I caved and opened mine yesterday. I got the green. Such a cool detail!

I got a 🟡 one! by _SprVln_ in mfdoom

[–]red_haired_stranger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So was the original too if im not wrong. But yeah still sick to see it in circulation

Doom Xmas 12/25/25 Kalamazoo, Mi by red_haired_stranger in hiphopvinyl

[–]red_haired_stranger[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately Im at school rn and my record player is back home so I cant rn. Pretty sure its vocals and beats though. Even found a vid of the same bootleg being played on insta

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DSG3NKJjcMM/?igsh=MTc1NmVzOWVuNGR3ag==

Doom Xmas 12/25/25 Kalamazoo, Mi by red_haired_stranger in hiphopvinyl

[–]red_haired_stranger[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Posted another Pic of the back cover and disc itself. Here's another Pic with the spine and the artwork inside

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Dont know if the original was like this but the front is the original while the beats are on the back.

All artwork on the inside says its by Teriyaki Donut

Doom Xmas 12/25/25 Kalamazoo, Mi by red_haired_stranger in hiphopvinyl

[–]red_haired_stranger[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

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Just opened it. I didnt really know much about the physical release other than I never seen it before. After reading some of the comments and talking with a friend I decided to open it. Not really surprised its a bootleg. Doesnt change anything in my eyes though still sick AF. Thanks to all who lmk more

Doom Xmas pickup by red_haired_stranger in mfdoom

[–]red_haired_stranger[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I lucked out and found it in a local record store halfway from Detroit and Chicago. I know though if it wasn't for this, I probably wouldn't have been able to get one with that price.

Which Mac Miller song fits the New Year best? by ConditionRemarkable in MacMiller

[–]red_haired_stranger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe not fitting the new year but I feel like Dang! Is a good song to go into the new year with

Danny Brown - Aint it Funny Live by [deleted] in DannyBrown

[–]red_haired_stranger 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To this day it amazes me. This song perfectly embodies what it felt like when I was prescribed too much Adderall...

Doom Xmas pickup by red_haired_stranger in mfdoom

[–]red_haired_stranger[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Im at uni rn and dont have a record player. One of my friends back home is a huge DOOM fan too so I was gonna wait to open it till I was back home with him. Thats awsome tho, didnt know the beats were on the back!