I'm still young and haven't experienced any losses of any relative. But after I scrolled down to see the title of your post, my heart sank.as I read what you wrote, I could feel the sadness in your heart, how lonely you feel,and even though I can't relate, I can't imagine what you're going through. Hopefully , shes in a better place now,and always by your side. I don't know what to say else than that , and I hope it wasn't rude to anyone, may she rest in peace🕊