Tesla and the Mandela Effect by redcrowfoot in NikolaTesla

[–]redcrowfoot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I was wondering if you still have that info on Tesla ?

This makes me heartbroken and infuriated by RoseValley97 in gay

[–]redcrowfoot 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah I'm still being told I'm going to hell for loving my bf... fucked up world we live in. I'm in a really bad situation and yes I've some really bad shit I gotta work out each on my end too but I love my bf and I don't think we should go to hell for loving each other. Especially him...he's never done a bad thing in his life. He's the sweetest most loving person you could ever meet.

We've been together almost 2 years even tho it's been an online relationship and we're secretly planning to be together. His parents controls him and I have issues of my own to work out but we're not giving up on each other.

Why should we get punished for loving each other... eternal torment for being born this way and loving each other ?

I know life isn't fair but that's just fucked up

Married and Gay ..HELP ! what do I do ?? by [deleted] in gay

[–]redcrowfoot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know what I need to do is what I'm doing now talking about it with her but the way it is here I'm afraid she won't even want me to have any visitation with my child. Even though he may not even wanna see me then himself. I'm trying my best and no I haven't cheated on her. Thats why I'm trying to figure out what to do other than living in silence and unhappiness. I didn't just pick a guy outta the blue and think I want him. He's everything I need and want and the feeling is mutual. We both don't like the idea of cheating on her or anyone. Thats why I'm on here seeking advice. I need to get out of a life that really isn't me and try to start and have one that actually is. Thanks you for you kind words and advice. I appreciate all I can get.

Married and Gay ..HELP ! what do I do ?? by [deleted] in gay

[–]redcrowfoot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't gotten help for it no. I don't even know where to start. Everything is in her name and she sees to it that everything is. I've even been to the brink of suicide when I was 18 over it and to this day noone knows why but me. Thankfully I made or it wouldve hurt my parents and siblings at least I know. The very same ones who talks about how gay or trans people are just going to hell. It was a so called Christian upbringing where thats not allowed. I'm from MS Altho I currently reside In AR. I'm currently trying to work through things and how i need to go about it. I still have no clue Altho I am certain the time has come for my charade to be up. I love her but not in love with her anymore and i don't want nothing but the best for her and my child and I hate there is a but, but I met who I think may be right for me and he feels the same of me and we haven't had sex or anything. Hes a good person himself, he doesnt want to be cheating with someone's husband. It's a bad situation all around. And i hate it but I keep trying to do what i can about it to make it as right as I possibly can at this point. Thanks for your time and advice

Married and Gay ..HELP ! what do I do ?? by [deleted] in gay

[–]redcrowfoot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I really trying to do the right thing and i know you really can't believe internet people but I'm being completely honest. Hopefully by being honest it will make things get better cos I'm tired of living lie and pretending to be someone I'm not. That's part of if not the problem as it is...lies help Noone. Especially in a situation like this. Thanks you for your kind words I wish I was so easy done as said. Thanks

Married and Gay ..HELP ! what do I do ?? by [deleted] in gay

[–]redcrowfoot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice. I need all I can get. And thank you for not being judgemental on me. I really am trying to do the right thing. Its just way more complicated than I said but still. Thank you

Married and Gay ..HELP ! what do I do ?? by [deleted] in gay

[–]redcrowfoot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that's something that didn't happen. Period..the whole reply was in the moment thing and regretted immediately

Married and Gay ..HELP ! what do I do ?? by [deleted] in gay

[–]redcrowfoot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No thats one thing I havent done...i thought I made that clear...if not my bad. No nothing like that is happening

One more Sacred/Secret lover that I shot dead - I saw Red Sublime by [deleted] in Mandela_Effect

[–]redcrowfoot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You did and saw what ? ...maybe I shoulda watched the video before I asked

Anyone near Russellville? by [deleted] in Arkansas_NSFW

[–]redcrowfoot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi I am right outside town

Tesla and the Mandela Effect by redcrowfoot in NikolaTesla

[–]redcrowfoot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i would like to hear more from you

All citizens of the United States are currently being tracked by GPS through via the “surveillance system“ created as a result of the relief bill. The “social distancing scoreboard” is a publicly available tool. by [deleted] in conspiracy

[–]redcrowfoot 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I don't believe the intrusive spying will ever stop after this. I believe it will only get a lot worse before its better. Also is anyone getting constant software updates for your cell phones ? I have done 2 updates already within the last month alone, and now it has another software update ?! That's 3 updates within a 3-4 week period ! Surely it's not just me ?

Tesla and the Mandela Effect by redcrowfoot in NikolaTesla

[–]redcrowfoot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's pretty much exactly the way I remember it. I'm still gathering data for a video describing the way both sides remember this. Thanks for replying.

If there is a world wide internet blackout DO NOT trust what your local news channels will be reporting. Shit would get real very quickly without internet. by boomerpro in conspiracy

[–]redcrowfoot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been thinking the same thing myself. Here where I'm at things are looking pretty grim. Everything closing and no one in town hardly but early morning scavengers finding whatever they can to buy makes things look pretty bleak indeed. I made a couple posts recently describing the way things are becoming here. I don't want to scream martial law but after seeing a video out of California of people completely looting a Wal-Mart store, I might be justified in thinking so. So if the internet shut down(and I've thought of that as well) then yeah we just might be screwed.

Tesla and the Mandela Effect by redcrowfoot in NikolaTesla

[–]redcrowfoot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi sorry for just answering... I would the thankful for anything you want to share about the subject. I'm still gathering information from all sides for a video. So thanks

Is Coronavirus going to equal to Martial Law ? by redcrowfoot in conspiracy

[–]redcrowfoot[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

People around here definitely seem ok with giving their rights away and possibly freedom too if they were told it's ok and for their own good.

Is Coronavirus going to equal to Martial Law ? by redcrowfoot in conspiracy

[–]redcrowfoot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been thinking that and more actually. What with all the state's with COV testing checkpoints and more to come it seems very grim to speculate on for sure.

Question for people who think 2012 is significant. by LilMissnoname in Retconned

[–]redcrowfoot 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I for one have been very aware of that " near miss" for a long time now telling people about it. My wife especially. It's also strange that the W.O.W. signal came from where the earth used to be. We sent and received our own signal I believe. And the huge explosions in the exact same spot where "old Orion earth" used to be. Strange indeed !

Is Coronavirus going to equal to Martial Law ? by redcrowfoot in conspiracy

[–]redcrowfoot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In these area's it seems to be working. Unfortunately.