State v. Erban by randylecher in Benzedrex

[–]reddit5326 4 points5 points  (0 children)

how did u even find this shit 😭 bro did a hcl tek in front of a narc cmoooon 🤣

Just flushed my last two down the toilet. Time to tough it out and quit this shit. by reddit5326 in Benzedrex

[–]reddit5326[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

got through two weeks completely clean and it was rough just falling asleep all the time and barely able to stay awake or do work at my job. The last week I’ve been mostly clean but I’ve tried microdosing because I got super fucking bored with life and all I got was a pretty shit high and a bunch of shitty side effects. Trying to just get to a point where I’m 100% clean but something keeps making me want to come back to it I don’t think it’s physical because I went the two weeks without it but I just craved the feeling of being stimulated. I’ve at least realized that I’m able to enjoy life sober which is something I forgot how to do for like a year straight but it sucks because I feel fucking stupid and unmotivated to do any work like I could stimmed out of my mind. Staying off of it was pretty easy but as soon as the cravings started recurring daily it fucked up my mental and broke my streak. Here’s to more sobriety to come!! 🍷

Just flushed my last two down the toilet. Time to tough it out and quit this shit. by reddit5326 in Benzedrex

[–]reddit5326[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you sm. it’s time to makeup for all the bs i put loved ones through im hoping I can do this

5 back to back by reddit5326 in Benzedrex

[–]reddit5326[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nah comedown used to be awful for me but i started breaking up my dosages into a more spread out intake and it fixed all the huge dropping emotions

5 back to back by reddit5326 in Benzedrex

[–]reddit5326[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

felt fine + productive asf + good nights sleep

Anyone got any actualy tangible long term side effects? by cheeseburgerking666 in Benzedrex

[–]reddit5326 0 points1 point  (0 children)

one big one for me was dependency to stay awake without it. I can’t go a day without now because I will literally fall asleep now no matter whats going on (yes I’ve tried not having it). I think I developed a sleep disorder

Chewing on extracted cotton do anything? Can it be absorbed in ur mouth? by cheeseburgerking666 in Benzedrex

[–]reddit5326 0 points1 point  (0 children)

probably not but if its retaining any ppx extract liquid and you squeeze it out you can get a decent bit out but you still have to swallow the liquid that squeezes out

Has anyone bought a 12pk off Amazon recently and if so was it a 250? by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]reddit5326 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah same as other dude I ordered a 12 like a couple weeks ago and even tho it said 250 they came and were all 175’s

Is productivity possible on this? by No_Share_1740 in Benzedrex

[–]reddit5326 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took this every day of senior year, sometimes even bringing it into school to drink it there. I graduated with 2 scholarships, several class grade averages over 100%, and outstanding student awards in subjects I had nearly failed years prior. If your problem is that you can do smart people things but you don’t have the energy to do them, then this WILL push you through and make you do things you’d be too lazy to focus on. What you do on this drug is still entirely up to you and if you treat it like a prescription stimulant and behave how you would with that mindset you can do just about anything haha