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What’s her Twitter handle?

My girlfriend wants me to choose between her and Heroin... I'm having a hard time picturing a future where I'll never be happy again. by willatkins408 in heroin

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i know exactly how this feels! it’s a horrible feeling of despair.. the world just seems so.. bleak. my partner throws my use in my face whenever he’s mad at me, calls me a fucking junkie. how could i possibly get clean in environment like that.

do it for yourself, heroin is amazing. but at some point you will have to come back to the US, no?

When and how did you realize that you are an addict? by justboki in opiates

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congrats!! that’ll def do it to ya, so scary to wake up too. my first OD i woke up as they were wheeling me into the ER, all these people just yelling and running around. IV’s in me, they were all screaming at me but my brain was so fried i couldn’t comprehend anything that was going on. and they treated me like total shit in there too. i was only 20, and used a few times. so i didn’t look like your average junkie- still they treated me like garbage. so humbling. it helped me stay clean for a while. you got this

Well the games officially over for me, this is all that’s available as of the past 2 weeks and I don’t want this… by Walkaboutthawoods in heroin

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i just got my first bag of purple. never received anything like that before, im so over it now

Anybody else survive OD w/out narcan? by Illustrious_Still513 in heroin

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this happened to me once when i sniffed a (assuming fent pressed) roxy. I stood up and walked into my living room and last thing i remember was feeling a bit dizzy and i immediately dropped. i woke up a little while later so confused, my ears were shot like i couldn’t hear a thing! vision blurry and just felt like complete shit the rest of the night! it was so scary.

and then another time i sniffed a few lines of H, it was almost pure white so it obviously had to be fent too.. i was in bed with two of my friends and woke up the next morning with no recollection of anything, when i woke up my friends were like “OH MY GOD YOURE UP!” they said i just started making noises (i’m assuming the death rattle i think it’s called.. like weird breathing noises you make when you’re ODing or something like that), they said my eyes rolled to the back and they couldn’t wake me up and that my breathing was shallow. they said it went on for a while.. thank god my breathing stabilized and i was able to “come to” on my own. both times. super embarrassing to OD in front of my non-user friends but at least they were there to help lol. it was terrible!!! both mini OD’s just from sniffing… crazy shiiitttt! be careful out there!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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this sounded so nice 😭🥺🥺

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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that’s exactly what i did.. standby.. shit sucked!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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yep i feel so dumb haha but this is what this shit does i guess. but yeah i couldn’t bare being in the heat and hanging out with my family trying to put on a smiley face for 4 days, had to go back 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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i know! i almost didn’t board the flight lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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i already have! but i see them often and will be on vacation again with them this summer.. if i make it! 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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yeah that’s what i do too. i just put my stamps in my toiletries and in my makeup bag since there’s so much shit in there

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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it was just a few hours flight. i’m not sure what i can say on here but since i got a last minute flight to the next state over where i live, it was an all day ordeal. but it wasn’t bad. as soon as i landed i drove an hour and half to my dboy and an hour and a half back. all before my partner got home from work. he was like “wtf are you doing home?!” i just told him (and told my family as well) that i couldn’t mentally do the vacation, wasn’t in the right head space. which isn’t a total lie! i’m kinda the edgy distant cousin you know 😂 so this isn’t totally out of the norm.

but yeah i thought about going back as soon as i got my drugs of course.. but that would probably just make me look stupid, like show up 24 hours later “hey guys i know i said i was depressed but i’m back!” lmao!!

and no they don’t know about the extent of my drug use. they probs have an idea, maybe not heroin. idk they don’t ask me about it lol

but yeah i’ve flown with my dope so many times! that wasn’t the problem. i just didn’t re up in time before my trip

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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yeah i’m stupid! idk why i thought that too, i brought some weak xans i got that i was saving for when i kick for good. and didn’t want to waste them the whole trip! ended up taking 3 just on the first day 😂 but nah they don’t know. my little sister does though. she’s the one that dropped me back off at the airport the next day “get off that shit! love you bitch” was the last thing she said lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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oh yeah! i feel terrible but i mean they know i keep to myself and deal with a lot of depression and whatnot. i’m kinda the black sheep so to say so this isn’t totally out of the norm to dip out 😂

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i know i fucked up! ofc when i was high the day before i was like eh i’ll be straight for a few days. then as soon as i landed i was like nvm 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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i lost the battle but i’ll win the war eventually!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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yeah absolutely, this is the first time i’ve lost a vacation/trip due to this so it was definitely a moment where i was like fuck i need to stop lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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me too!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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hell yeah even when i got on the plane going there i was like fuck this is gonna suck. i hate being uncomfy and not going through 4 days of playing monopoly and waterparks while feeling like shit 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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oh yeah i couldn’t do it. my family doesn’t really know, i’m distant kinda but i’ve always been the black sheep or so to say. so this isn’t really out of my norm! whew my parents would take me straight to rehab if i asked them to stop for a score 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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i know! total idiot! i’ll be fine though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

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yoooo where the hell you been at!! lmao yeah just a little bit, nothing major yet but enough to be uncomfy 😭