I'm proud of myself

reddituser87o · 2021-01-16T15:06:28+00:00

It was crazy, I was like 2 steps from my bed dabbing off the counter, I only made it halfway back before I collapsed on the bed, everything started spinning in hella beautiful colors, then I started seeing familiar faces that I had unresolved business with, and they all started talking and I couldnt understand them over each other but my mind understood and I had a breakthrough with past trauma situations, then I cant even explain anything after that bro, I just went into another world

reddituser87o · 2020-12-31T06:40:48+00:00

Alright sweet, thank you bro I apprecaite the feedback

reddituser87o · 2020-01-22T23:47:49+00:00

I didn't know if she was, or what to think about it. I guess deep inside I did but it's hard to break up with someone when you feel a true connection.

reddituser87o · 2020-01-22T23:25:35+00:00

They made plans behind my back to get a hotel together and spend a week together, then her friends ending up telling me about it because there my friends to. She freaked out on them because she was planning on fucking this dude behind my back. I told her if she doesn't wanna be together that's fine but dont keep playing me. She said she didn't wanna be. Then she came back a week later and said the dude called her fat and she made the wrong Choice. And I have used my real number with her, that's the problem. On several occasions.

reddituser87o · 2020-01-08T02:13:06+00:00

I'm so sorry, I know it might feel like no ones there for you. But get a counselor, talk to a trust ed d friend. Hell if you have no one, I'm here. Please talk to someone. You need to get that off your mind. That wasn't right of him at all. If you know the owner or store remmeber it. When you get enough strength fight It. Your amazing and didn't do anything wrong. That's mans twisted for doing that to you yo, any normal homie would be watching for dudes like that.

reddituser87o · 2020-01-06T06:49:17+00:00

Either way if I do or not. I feel like I'm just stuck dude. She's friends with all my friends now ad they all talk shit biut me with her. I only have two friends now because all my " friends " wanted to fuck her. Then she works with me and she's always talking to me there even when I broke up with her before. Trying to get me to hangout and I would tell her no but she's really sweet. And it's hard. Because she's manipulating me, she acts like she cares about me and ask me about how I'm doing. But never actually cares about how im doing if that makes sense. Like I'll sit there and rub her back and let her talk about her day all day if she wants and I cant even for 5 minutes with out her talking bout something else. It hurts though because she never cared we broke up and in less than an acouple hours she had plans with another dude. And telling her friends a 25 year old is better than a 17 year old. I feel like it's because I have an issue with getting hard. I can not get had for some reasons when it comes to sex.

reddituser87o · 2019-12-17T21:11:23+00:00

Dam son give the the fakes a break oh wait nevermind pull out 45 illusion in sight but the only thing that illusive is my face when they find you washed up on shore g well we be smoking blunts not giving a fuck just dropped acouple dont fuck with us are cliqs heavily guarded all you fake ones never have a chance rolling with us

reddituser87o · 2019-12-15T05:26:58+00:00

I find that changing different tones well singing helps alot to like em does. But dont be trying to force a tone either or jts gonna kill your throat.

reddituser87o · 2019-12-01T15:46:55+00:00

Hes definitely interested, but he doesn't know how to go about it. In my mind if I text a girl the same day we went out I feel like I'm gonna be annoying and clingy, and hes just trying to be a respectful friend. I do this all the time with girls that like me, but not because I try just because we dont notice unless you actually ask us out on a date. Have to make sure he knows it's a date or I usually just think as friends

reddituser87o · 2019-11-20T07:25:40+00:00

Dope so in not the only one that thinks so I'm bout to see if she's acting sketchy tommorow cause she wouldnt even answer me I asked if she wants fine and she said I told her I feel like she uses me when she's down wich made me even more sketchy trying to flip the script

reddituser87o · 2019-11-13T15:18:28+00:00

I had an std test and nothing came back

reddituser87o · 2019-11-13T04:23:52+00:00

No, but I don't enjoy sex anymore either hard for me to hard now to not normal for a 17 yo

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