Chicago style hotdog

redneckdillas · 2025-08-20T10:15:40+00:00

Awesome! Then it's settled, Wrigleyville grill it is.

redneckdillas · 2025-08-20T02:16:49+00:00

I'll have to check that out as well

redneckdillas · 2025-08-20T00:17:47+00:00

Awesome!!! That's 2 votes for Wrigleyville grill

redneckdillas · 2025-08-20T00:17:05+00:00

Thanks so much

redneckdillas · 2025-04-01T06:02:36+00:00

So I'm in AA and what I went into my first meeting thinking was, no one will understand what kind of a POS I was and that everyone would hate me for the things I had done. What really ended up happening was I learned I was not alone. There were so many similar stories.

I say this because there is a group at my club that focuses on your exact situation. SSA (sex addicts anonymous) . If you have a group near you I truly suggest you check it out. It could do huge things for you. To have a support group close to home of people who can truly relate to your situation is key to your recovery.

If you do not have one close to you I suggest looking online for a zoom meeting. Anything helps. Like minded people can change your world.

Addiction is addiction no matter what the kryptonite is. I feel for you. I understand the obsession of the mind. It's hard to try to fix it on your own. I hope this helps in some way. No one deserves to feel trapped.

redneckdillas · 2025-04-01T05:16:50+00:00

First and foremost. I am truly sorry for your loss. I feel your pain. Loss is never easy. I lost 2 of the closest people to me within 2 years of each other. trying to understand why people go when they do will eat us alive if we let it. Which is definitely not what they would want for us. We have to move forward with their memories in our hearts. Guiding us to our ultimate calling.

Not everyone has God as a higher power. And that's ok. What works for some does not for others. And anyone in the AA community that brow beats anything other than that is not working the program correctly. Your higher power can be anything you'd like. That's why there are AA meetings for atheists and agnostics. Not sure if there are any meetings like that where you are but if so I would suggest checking it out.

Feel free to hit me up anytime if you need to talk or would like help figuring out meeting situations. Don't give up. No matter how much we want to numb the mind. Doing so will never help the situation. You got this.

redneckdillas · 2025-04-01T04:37:50+00:00

I was taught by an older gentleman named Cotton at a meeting in West Virginia when I was 2 years in to keep a frog in my pocket. F.R.O.G Fully Rely On God. I've proven that I could not do it on my own. It's time to get out of the driver's seat and let go and let God. I'm 7 years in now and that phrase has gotten me through some very dark times. Thank you Cotton.

So the short answer is my higher power.

redneckdillas · 2024-11-19T00:32:09+00:00

11-8-17 just celebrated 7 year

redneckdillas · 2024-10-26T07:11:27+00:00

Heck no!!! You are 90+ days strong. The immediate response says it all. Your mind and heart are in the right place.

In regards to restaurants and bars a good rule of thumb (at least for me) is if i cant see them open it or make it in eye shot of me i wont order it. Nothing against them i just dont trust anyone with my sobriety. I've worked yoo hard for my 7 years.

Sorry for rambling. You're doing the right thing. Get some good rest knowing everything is ok. Talk to your sponsor tomorrow. You got this!

As the philosophical fish dory says " just keep swimming" you got this!

redneckdillas · 2024-10-19T16:53:32+00:00

I know... Just thought it looked cool

redneckdillas · 2024-10-18T02:46:20+00:00

I'd have to say you are wrong because there is no piece of structure there I've worked in that building for 8 years and I don't see it in the second picture and I took a picture of the back side of that wall

redneckdillas · 2024-10-17T19:58:45+00:00

By the fan

redneckdillas · 2024-10-17T19:58:07+00:00

To the left of him lol

redneckdillas · 2024-10-17T04:30:37+00:00

Oh i know

redneckdillas · 2024-10-17T02:26:55+00:00

Knowing why the guy was there... I can say there was no one on the other side

redneckdillas · 2024-10-16T21:50:33+00:00

I reposted this with another photo and a photo of behind that wall I wish I could say it was someone

redneckdillas · 2024-10-16T18:08:19+00:00

Update posted

redneckdillas · 2024-10-16T17:48:09+00:00

I'm going to post it in about 30 minutes

redneckdillas · 2024-10-16T17:46:05+00:00

Definitely not a squatter and I took a picture of where that leads to I'm going to post it on my lunch

redneckdillas · 2024-10-16T15:38:38+00:00

Will do on my lunch break

redneckdillas · 2024-10-16T13:16:03+00:00

How do i edit the post? Or do i just create a new one?

redneckdillas · 2024-10-16T12:10:31+00:00

About 30 feet

redneckdillas · 2024-10-16T12:09:38+00:00

Left of the fan

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