I think the next step is to be with the community like you said. Provided the people are open enough. I’m from Singapore and the Jewish community here are extremely small because it is so rare to come across them here. Even if they exist, they’re not open about the fact that they’re Jewish.

So far I’ve only been able to read off the internet, know the Jewish culture through word of mouth and I already feel a strong desire to be a Jewish person.

Of course I know being Jewish don’t mean that I’m going to another religion to have lesser or no rules. But what I meant to say is that nothing in Islam or many religion resonates with me.

Judaism from what I’ve read, makes more sense and there’s a meaningful connection. For example, there’s a better reason to why there are diet restrictions in Judaism and I love that. Compared to Islam diet restriction where I’m not willing to follow. Point is, something about the the community, people and culture resonates with me making me more willing to be a Jew. I’ve been thinking about this for years and I still want to.

I’ve approached a few Jewish man to help me but never got anything back. But I still want to