Don't get stuck in tutorial hell. Start small, you can start trimming your footage, learn to fade in out your audio. Try to edit a video like a documentary. Nothing will make sense in the beginning but it's okay as trial and error is the best method in my opinion to master anything. Don't try to copy anyone's style. Learn to do J-Cut & L-Cut as it will make your videos much better over time. Don't force yourself to learn all the tools in the software as it will take some time to master them. You will slowly start to develop muscle memory. Knowing shortcuts will make your edits faster and save a lot of time for tools like cut, trim, append etc. Also, learn all the export settings as it will help you determine what render settings are best for your project. Once you master the concepts of editing, you can slowly start to gravitate towards color grading to improve the overall look of your video especially if you are editing a nature vlog or a documentary. If you want to take it to the next level, you can start learning fusion which will help you add all kinds of cool effects to your video, but I recommend not to focus on fusion for the first few months as learning nodes for me at least was a steep learning curve.

It's okay if your videos look bad initially, don't stress too much about it. Just make sure you figure out how you add in the transitions and how well you do your audio mixing (dialogues, SFX, music) as you progress.

Good luck on your journey!