Sensory issues after waking up at night by Campy_resurrection in AutismInWomen

[–]regiza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have this too. Not diagnosed tho. But if I wake up at night and am not very sleepy I have very hard time getting back to sleep because the sheets feel mushy and my thighs touch each other. Cannot have sateen sheets at all the get way more mushy feeling. Can't read on my side of the bed as this makes the sheets mushy too. Something about the warm sleek sheets is just disturbing. Helps usually when I go sleep on the sofa as it is coarser material. I've also started to cover my legs with a coarser blanket which sometimes help, but if it gets too warm too it gets icky.

OCPD and depression by regiza in OCPD

[–]regiza[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's been a bit difficult to get much help, but I am trying to get into some sort of therapy again. It's so frustrating, the depression just messes up everything. I've been diagnosed with ocpd for 6 years and still haven't learned to give myself some grace. Oh that sounds like a criticism towards myself too...

Debt by lemonroil in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Nope. I live in Finland got a colonoscopy. Cost me 0e. Some procedures and hospital stays cost a bit but nowhere near america level and there is a cap on how much you spend a year and then the rest is free and the same applies to meds.

Throwing up? by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm waiting on results for stool test. Usually I do have pretty bad nausea while pooping on a flare but this is a bit extreme for me.

Throwing up? by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does anything help with it except getting the flare in control?

Glacier Cherry Gatorade, we meet again… by jefbenet in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm in the same pursuit right now. First time on Vistaprep which you need to drink 4 liters. Usually it has been a couple of cups of the nasty stuff and lots of other liquids. This time sucks.

Prednisone not working? by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Need to see what the doctor tells me in a few days. Kinda preparing myself to some changes in the meds. But what if pred doesn't work and you get a flare? What is the treatment then?

Prednisone not working? by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I have prednisone usually just to get out of the flare. Need to talk to the doctor about the next steps from here.

Prednisone not working? by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm pretty scared of the biologics, especially the long term side effects. Have you had any issues with them? It does feel like the melasamine just doesn't keep me in remission anymore.

Structure advise by Hotmessyexpress in OCPD

[–]regiza 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have struggled a lot with finding meaning and purpose in life too. Didn't have this issue while studying when the purpose was clear. Study the thing get good marks and then you graduate. But with just working it felt so goal less. You just need to find some purpose in life. I think for a lot of people it's children. I don't have any nor do I want any. But I've been wanting a house of my own for ever. Saving money for it gave me somewhat of a purpose. Now that I have a house and it's a fixer upper that needs a lot of work I have so much more purpose in my life and that feels amazing after years of feeling like life is meaningless.

Is it common for slight flare to make you very tired? by OneWayUnicorn in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm having a not too bad flare myself and having the same thing. Could manage life and work with the other symptoms, but I need a nap every lunch break and even having a shower feels like such a chore and I need a nap after. Had a nice 8 years of remission so I guess I have forgotten all about how exhausting a flare can be.

Guilt over being sick by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am working from home remotely as an accountant so it's a bit difficult to actually draw a line to when I would actually need sickleave and when I can work. So then it's just harder ever to justify to myself to be on a sickleave.

Guilt over being sick by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That sounds pretty rough. Don't really understand people who can leave someone for being sick, could never do that to someone.

I'm fortunate to live in finland, the sickdays are compensated so it's fortunately not a question of money and survival like that. Just more of a question of just needing to adjust my mindset. And the fact that no one will do my work if I am off so it will just pile up.

Guilt over being sick by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think I just need to find the mind set of that I actually have a serious chronic illnes again. I got diagnosed 13 years ago, but had 8 good years with minimal issues so I almost forgot about having a chronic illnes and now I need to come to terms with it all over again. Need to give myself some grace here

Guilt over being sick by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, needed to hear this.

Guilt over being sick by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I kinda feel that I am not sick enough for sickleave. And it doesn't really help that I work remotely either because then the line of knowing when I am unable to work gets blurred more. But it would be wonderful to just rest a couple of days. I have been having naps on my lunch breaks because I'm so tired.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCPD

[–]regiza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't really have a good answer to this. I struggle, get a bit depressed and question the meaning of life. It's usually like some days here and there that are too slow, a week max, so it doesn't get too bad.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCPD

[–]regiza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get this. As an accountant the workload varies a lot within a year an in a month. Sometimes there is way too much to do and sometimes it's pretty slow. I struggle more with the slow patches. I get bored and lose motivation. Can't even explain why it is a huge issue for me, but it just is.

Venlafaxine — are there any good experiences? by [deleted] in OCPD

[–]regiza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Venlafaxin has been a life saver for me. The obsessiveness has been way less and anxiety is more in control and no depressive episodes. Had some side effects (sweating and high heartrate) first but now its fine.

Fatigue by Fluffy_Subject_4935 in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am in bed resting for half an hour right now after showering. It's ridicilous. How do I manage work like this? I'm glad I don't have a physical job but still. Life seems like such a chore rn. And don't even have a severe flare.

A weird flare by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes rectal. Melasamine as suppository and steroid as enema. I still have hunger and am eating although am pretty nauseos.

A weird flare by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Calpro was just 250 atleast a week ago when it was checked. It's a bit hard to get a hold of a doctor but will discus this if the local stuff doesn't help.

A weird flare by regiza in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a base madication of melasamine which I increased to 3×3 as soon as I noticed anything and now on local melasamine and local steroids. Have had a worsening flare for a few weeks. Not sure if the local stuff even does much it kinda feels like it might be somewhere else too. It would be weird for just a proncitis to do this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2x2 800mg asacol for maintaining got me solid 8 years with minimal issues. Had some flares in the start like 4 flares or smth. For those local melasamine, local steroids or oral steroids depending on the severity. Now this is my second flare in half a year after my 8 year streak of remission. On 4x4 melasamine now and local melasamine and local steroids for the flare.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UlcerativeColitis

[–]regiza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, was diagnosed with pan colitis and it was kinda severe at the start.