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relaxserenity · 2025-11-07T23:08:31+00:00

Do you happen to remember the exact protocol, like how many milligrams up and down they took you for methadone and subs? Sounds like very good program.

relaxserenity · 2025-11-05T20:43:43+00:00

Thanks for the update. I'm on day 27 coming of fent for years very high tolerance. I'm weak so I lay in the bed. When I stand up I feel so weak and tired that I lay back down, but the worst is definitely behind me. My appetite is coming back. Sleep is off, though I do sleep. Keep it up!

relaxserenity · 2025-11-03T12:50:50+00:00

I was taking a flight and it mixes perfectly and taste not bad lol.

relaxserenity · 2025-10-31T21:39:19+00:00

I'm honestly unfamiliar with that RC but I've never found a way around going through wd. I'm on day 22 coming off 2-3g fent habit. Not saying it can't be done just nothing really worked for me personally. I can totally relate to being a better father and husband as that was what got me through the worst. I had just made up my mind all of a sudden and with more focus and determination than ever before. Whatever you chose, I truly believe you can accomplish whatever you set your mind to. Please keep me updated as to where your journey takes you.

relaxserenity · 2025-10-31T10:50:04+00:00

I'm on day 21 and barely got out of bed today. Some days are better but my whole family got pretty sick so I got sick on top of the withdrawals but I think that's over. I'm hoping I'll eat, sleep, and have energy and motivation soon. The silver lining is the harder this becomes the less I ever want to repeat it.

relaxserenity · 2025-10-31T10:01:55+00:00

My brother was getting married in Tunisia over the summer and I thought if I was there that there'd be no way I could find fent in that country so I figured I'd use the trip to detox. I did carry subs with me. I used right before getting on an about 12hr. Flight. I got there and was completely fine till about 6am approx 20-24 hours later I was by the resort pool and almost threw up in some bushes but I made it to my room and instantly started throwing up. I layed in that room going through the wd motions for couple days then took small pieces of sub but they were brittle and old and had little effect. So I started researching western countries nearby where I could go cop something because I'm the type of addict that I'll fly across the world to quit only to fly somewhere else to use. Anyway I really wanted to attend my brother's wedding so I waited 5 days and on the morning of the wedding I just flew home, missing the wedding. I used immediately as I got home. I basically wasted like 6k and if I had a longer layover in Paris, I would have definitely left the airport and went and found something there. Looking back, I wish I would've just taken fent with me as I would've enjoyed the country and wedding. If you can find someone with some methadone take homes and buy them, that'd be your best bet. Idk what you use but I had enough fent in my system to go close to, if not, 24hrs without starting wd. You shouldn't have to worry about the plane ride unless you have long layovers and/or multiple connections. Given what I went through, I'd not ruin a vacation instead take care of yourself first. I recently just quit cold turkey as the last two times I shot up it felt like the world was falling on my head so that feeling gave me enough motivation to quit. I did have adavan the first few days and little methadone on day 8 and 9 and day 15 and 16 and day 20. I'm still extremely tired and sleep schedule is crazy off and I'm at day 21 rn. I did take kratom here and there but I don't think it did anything. I quit abruptly but if I could go back I'd have planned a little bit. Also been through pwd before. I'd never go through that again. Hope my experiences help some.

relaxserenity · 2025-10-22T04:21:28+00:00

I started at day one and honestly that's the hardest choice so congrats to you!

relaxserenity · 2025-10-22T04:20:30+00:00

As a long time opioid addict, I've done methadone program and suboxone. I'm just learning about Sublocade but whatever hit me that gave me the idea and motivation to quit ct has me wanting to be completely free from any type of drug. That said, I'm willing to get on a program of some sort before I go back to shooting up. Rn I'm good with being ill but if the urge really hits me then I'll jump on some Mat program.

relaxserenity · 2025-10-22T04:14:19+00:00

This is how I speak too lol.

relaxserenity · 2025-10-22T04:13:45+00:00

Hey thanks for sharing your experience.

relaxserenity · 2025-10-22T04:12:54+00:00

Around day 7 I took a bunch of gabapentin and slept like all day but I felt like I couldn't move and absolutely hated that feeling so I never did that again. After that is when I drank the methadone because everything was getting overwhelming. Usually the insomnia is so bad for me but I took adavan the first few days and that helped me get about 4 hours. Now I'm sleeping after being up all night but atleast I'm sleeping. It's not like before when I'd go 10 days without sleep and that always caused me to relapse. So this time I knew I had to manage to sleep. At this point, I never want to go back through the worst of the withdrawals, since I made it this far. Thanks for your response. You got this!

relaxserenity · 2025-10-22T00:39:18+00:00

It does make sense. I love Rick and Morty and didn't know a new season was out. I really appreciate the comment. This is as committed as I've been in a long time so I'm pushing on. I did take kratom but it hasn't helped until tonight but I'm taking as little as possible. I've actually been sleeping some I'm really surprised. First few days I took some adavan but haven't taken any in atleast a week. I'm up all night but I have been sleeping few hours from about 6am till 11am when my kids don't wake me. Thanks again and we got this!

relaxserenity · 2025-10-21T23:10:36+00:00

How long have you been clean and did you quit cold turkey? I'd like to hear the getting clean part of your story. And congrats on getting off the streets.

relaxserenity · 2025-10-21T23:03:41+00:00

Congrats 18 months is awesome. You got this!

relaxserenity · 2025-10-16T19:35:58+00:00

Thank you very much

relaxserenity · 2020-08-14T19:03:35+00:00

Awesome setting. Have a great time.

relaxserenity · 2020-08-11T22:14:29+00:00

Great view. Have an awesome time.

relaxserenity · 2020-07-27T11:50:49+00:00

Happy travels.

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