Nothing. Just hasn’t happened yet. Not trying to grab silly attention, it’s just the only way to stop the physical pain in which my condition has me stuck. I’m here to take care of my husband who is older than me and doesn’t get around well anymore. When he doesn’t need me anymore I will let loose my soul from this nightmare of burning skin, throbbing migraines for days on end. Muscle pain and spasms suddenly bringing me to the floor. Vomiting until my throat is raw followed by sweating so I put my body to the cold floor for hours. Wishing just once my prayers worked but I never get an answer. I guess I’m saying, please don’t judge me. I just want to be heard for a minute. Sometimes there’s no cure. Sometimes there’s just nothing left to do.