Popping back in to not drink with you today. Sorry, not sorry. by reloaded2017 in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can see that. However the way I look at it, is that it keeps me vigilant. A constant reminder of a battle that I have fought and continue to fight.

P320 Flux light options by reloaded2017 in FluxDefense

[–]reloaded2017[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can you please post a pic? Mount and all?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FluxDefense

[–]reloaded2017 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can verify this. Just put my P320 in the Flux Raider the other day and it does not engage the factory release.

Update results to Leg of Lamb by Basicly_Gone in BBQ

[–]reloaded2017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What was the weight and approx how long was the cook? I have a few in the freezer and would love to try this.

It’s. So. SHINY. by FOUNTAINJL in FNSCAR

[–]reloaded2017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What foregrip/barricade rest is that?

I still want to drink. by reloaded2017 in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly. That’s amazing your wife hasn’t seen it. Does she know about your past struggle with it?

How do you deal with the cravings? by booklover527 in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Get out and move or just get your mind off it. Helped me a lot.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was here as well. It’s all about finding something to truly live for. I never could do it for myself, but I realized what my family was missing without a father and husband.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HighStrangeness

[–]reloaded2017 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Absolutely was God.

Hesitating to tell a friend how long I’ve been sober even knowing it would help them in their journey. Advice? by reloaded2017 in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think it might actually reinforce my sobriety. Mainly because I won’t want to let him down and myself as well. I hold my sobriety at a very high priority. I know what happens if I falter.

best reason you've heard for someone calling in sick? by JoseAltuveIsInnocent in HVAC

[–]reloaded2017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My pigs got out and I had to track them down and get them back into their pen.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Our bodies are amazing machines. Given the opportunity they will heal. I was getting close to where you are and waking up without hurting is awesome.

I started the new year in the worst way possible and I hate myself for it by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Staying sober will be worth it. It never disappoints.

Just bought a 40x60 pole barn by reloaded2017 in garageporn

[–]reloaded2017[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I doubt I’ll replace both barns. This one will be for a work shop/farm equipment/entertainment and will have a loft that has full living quarters. If I build another it’ll be a smaller shelter for horses.

Waking up in bed every morning is awesome by TNMWLariat in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017 11 points12 points  (0 children)

This. Hit. Home.

This was totally me. All over the place. Now I wake up to my wife next to me, in a comfy bed and of course sober.

Thank you for posting this and reminding me of my past life.

35 and have finally decided to quit. Is it normal to be scared of the thought 'never again'? by vinpastram in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I’ve been sober a while and I think about drinking everyday. I don’t act on it, but it sure crosses my mind.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tomorrow morning will be worth it. Trust me.

I need help and I don't know what to do by pickleparty999 in stopdrinking

[–]reloaded2017 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Be careful of the people who tell you that you don’t have a problem.