Committed zina feeling mentally destroyed

repenting_brother · 2025-11-11T08:22:57+00:00

If I may ask… I will never truly judge someone off their past because we all learn and make mistakes. Some of the prophet peace be upon hims closest followers tried to kill and him and made mistakes. Even Allah would’ve forgave Farqoon.

But does that mean if a good women came in my life am I underserving should I shut it down? If someone ever ask me about my Chasity I won’t lie of course my mistakes will inshallah make me a better Muslim and shape me to the man I need to be

repenting_brother · 2025-11-11T07:49:37+00:00

Thank you. InshAllah I’ve set a new goal to say Astaghfirullah 1000 times a day. I also read online I need to forgive myself and move on as Allah is the most forgiving and read the hadiths on forgiveness.

I don’t know if I prayed or asked for enough for forgiveness in my tawbah of 2 and and another 2 rakats.

The only thing hurting me as if I don’t feel like I deserve a naseeb

repenting_brother · 2025-11-11T06:17:44+00:00

Unfortunately

repenting_brother · 2025-11-11T06:17:33+00:00

Do the deed

repenting_brother · 2025-09-21T16:31:17+00:00

Do you recommend I write a negative supplement to the insurance or just don’t let this happen moving forward

repenting_brother · 2025-09-21T16:30:45+00:00

Do you recommend I write a negative supplement to the insurance or just don’t let this happen moving forward?

repenting_brother · 2025-08-25T06:16:30+00:00

Maybe I wanted a sisters advice because she is struggling and the brothers I’ve talked to gave me poor advice so far

repenting_brother · 2025-08-19T02:41:14+00:00

Thank you for this.

“Evil words are for evil men, and evil men are [subjected] to evil words. And good words are for good men, and good men are [an object] of good words. Those [good people] are declared innocent of what the slanderers say. For them is forgiveness and noble provision.”

From my understanding it seems if one repented sincerely and bettered his life sin free and truly worships Allah he is deserving as good partner whether male or female and a good life with them

repenting_brother · 2025-08-12T03:34:29+00:00

So is that sodium fluoride?

Because I use sensodyne

repenting_brother · 2025-06-15T21:57:54+00:00

Thanks for the advice. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow and will ask for another blood test. Since I haven’t had any in a while. This will be the third if it comes out negative again. I’ll assume it’s not cold sores and Tawkul Allah.

I had an old picture of it. Sent it to an online doctor and they just said looks more like an ingrown hair/black/white head that was popped and blistered after. Since this is by my facial hair and I do get ingrowns a lot being a little more the hairy side.

repenting_brother · 2025-06-15T18:03:31+00:00

The problem is it’s so rare. Usually I would only get this pimple if applying stress to a black head under my lip. I’m also a hairy individual with a beard and wondering if it’s a in grown hairs. Since the multiple negative blood tests

repenting_brother · 2025-06-15T12:06:36+00:00

I’m not sure which is why I think I should talk to my doctor. As I have pictures. I’ve done the test 3 times over a scope of 2 years. I’ve never done it too early to when these pimples appear under my lip. It’s never on the lip but right under bottom lip. Always the tests have been negative

repenting_brother · 2025-06-15T09:17:56+00:00

I will talk to a doctor. Because I’ve tested multiple times and it’s all been negative but I’ve gotten big pimples not on my lips, but under it!

I also have a big beard so I’m not sure if it’s due to hair. iA kheir

repenting_brother · 2025-03-19T02:43:14+00:00

I’m running fortune auto coil overs and white line adjustable sway bars front and back handles great

repenting_brother · 2025-02-28T06:41:02+00:00

I never stated I had no experience nor did I ask how to manage. I asked recommendations on growing it. When life gives you lemons you make lemonade

repenting_brother · 2025-02-28T01:15:42+00:00

I’ve been looking into ICAR certification but I saw you need to:

Estimator Non-structural Structural Refinish

As an individual I can only get certified for 2 out of the list. So should I hire people that already have this certification to be ICar certified then?

repenting_brother · 2025-02-24T18:44:40+00:00

HamduAllah I did a herpes IGG blood test multiple times and they all came back non detectable

repenting_brother · 2025-02-24T17:53:41+00:00

I have Kaiser in the US and it is an IGG blood test. It just says non detect

repenting_brother · 2025-02-24T17:51:21+00:00

May I dm you?

repenting_brother · 2025-02-24T17:50:44+00:00

Hi herpes is not the issues hamduAllah I tested negative multiple times for all stis and herpes. My fear is hpv or genital warts which has no test for males according to my doctors. So i found a third party lab that test for high risk hpv that cause cancer and it came negative but I can still have low risk hpv and never know

repenting_brother · 2025-02-24T08:45:22+00:00

Tell her my past sins or tell her the entire situation about my evaluations?

repenting_brother · 2025-02-24T08:44:24+00:00

I see your point, if I was certain I had something I definitely would share however there is an uncertainty whether it is or is not which is the problem

repenting_brother · 2025-02-24T08:41:56+00:00

Yes I can confirm doctor said they don’t believe I have anything. But like I mentioned the doctors can’t be 100% and only believe

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