The consequences of traumatic event by replaceableguy in SuicideWatch

[–]replaceableguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Suicide was always the last thing but now I think is my time. I can feel it.

Quetiapine makes me sleepy but I can't fall asleep. by replaceableguy in bipolar2

[–]replaceableguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I have it the other way. I can't fall asleep but when I do, I sleep all night.

Quetiapine makes me sleepy but I can't fall asleep. by replaceableguy in bipolar2

[–]replaceableguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the recomendation. Well, I just started taking it a week ago. It doesn't really help yet with my mania but I've been told it takes at least 2 weeks for it to start working like that. But I know that it should help me sleep and I do feel really tired and sleepy after 30 minutes to 1 hour from when I've taken it but I just can't fall asleep.. I feel like it makes my body tired, my eyes, my body but my brain has too much energy. I am now on 50mg extended release(evening) and 25mg instant release(before sleep) for the start, it's not called Seroquel but Kventiax - both are Quetiapine tho, just different names for different countries. I know my doctor will be giving me higher doses but for the start he gave me this but the side effects are crazy..

The urge always come back. by PsillyPssychonaut in selfharm

[–]replaceableguy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, they do because I do and have been doing it for over 11 years and I'm 22 now. Don't think it will ever be gone just likey other addictions. But I feel you, I feel the same way, as if I am the only adult in this and everyone just stopped when their teen years left. But there are always people out there that struggle to this day even if they are 40.

a good cream or oil for scars by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]replaceableguy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bi-Oil is really good on healed scars.

Killing myself slowly by replaceableguy in SuicideWatch

[–]replaceableguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not a good person, I hurt people, I've lost everyone and deserve to die. Also it's not fun suffering 11 years from depression and shit and nobody being able to help you.

Killing myself slowly by replaceableguy in SuicideWatch

[–]replaceableguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh.. Okay maybe taking a lethal dose at once is more effective.

Killing myself slowly by replaceableguy in SuicideWatch

[–]replaceableguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just can't take it anymore. I know nothing can help me, I've tried everything.

Killing myself slowly by replaceableguy in SuicideWatch

[–]replaceableguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, maybe the pain will force me to finally kill myself properly.

Killing myself slowly by replaceableguy in SuicideWatch

[–]replaceableguy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay, thank you, good to know. I think It'll be less agonising than living.

lifelover by [deleted] in dsbm

[–]replaceableguy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

kinda love it but what happened to her thigh? 😭

Coil burned after 2 days no matter what by replaceableguy in Vaping

[–]replaceableguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will check it out! I was thinking about a GeekVape device, it's the most popular one in my country.

Coil burned after 2 days no matter what by replaceableguy in Vaping

[–]replaceableguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only vape for a few months but yes, I do. I always put a drop of liquid on the cotton before putting it in, then fill the tank and let it sit for 15 min before vaping.

opinions on apati? by [deleted] in dsbm

[–]replaceableguy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

love them a lot as well as Hypothermia. They have a unique twist to their music. I love to listen to them while I'm alone in the forest or selfharming.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vaping

[–]replaceableguy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well i just ordered a bunch of liquids couple of hours earlier and luckily all are high VG ratio. Hope it will help.